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Actually...

About what I said last chapter.

I feel like I should probably just say, I'm sorry.

But tbh, im always sorry.

All the time.

Sorry.

Sorry.

Its getting tiring, and I don't think it's getting me anywhere

Although neither will a video game.

Because this isn't a about a girl from a video game who has depression and you have to tell her how much you care for her. And then end up dating her.

This is real life.

Not some anime game.

This is real.

Sure, everything seems extremely similar.

But it's exactly that.

Similar.

RB?

I do want to help her.

Its started being my top priority, and it's simply by just being there for her, that's how I've tried to help.

I don't know if its enough.

But I'm still going for it.

And I care a lot about her.

Extremely.

But at the same time, helping her?

That's not out of love.

That's out of care for her.

Its different.

Being a best friend, I care for her extremely.

That's what made me want to help her.

It doesn't have to be out of love or romance.

In fact, I'd say that friendship is actually better in terms of such.

But my point is that helping someone, to me at least, should be something someone should do no matter what position they are. Whether a best friend, romantic partner, or even just an aquatience.

Where am I?

Well, why are you asking?

But it doesn't matter.

I'm still gonna keep helping, with the only way I know I can.

If I could help more, please tell me.

Ram.

If you don't want me helping,

ok.

I'm not going to try to gaslight or anything.

I just want to prove someone cares for you.

Because you said you would be there for me.

I'd like to say the same.