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"I was barely just surviving"

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by ACAlison4

by ACAlison4

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Uunahan ko na ahh. Gusto ko lang yung kanta, PERIOD

Tsaka na lss ako sa part na 'yan.

"I was barely just surviving"

it hits different.

Pag gabi talaga dami mong maiisip.

Magdadrama ka for no reason,

marrealize mong you're not having the "life"

'cause it feels like you're living in between of sadness and depression.

but the next morning, you feel fine.

you "seem" fine

everyday we pretend.

you like it or not, yes. We pretend.

We pretend that a joke is funny, even if its not.

We pretend to be a good person.

We pretend to be a strong person.

We pretend to be okay.

WE PRETEND EVERY DAY.

If you think that you are being true in everything, then it is fine.

Basta ang sakin lang, we become the different version of ourselves depende sa sitwasyon, sa lugar, o sa kasama mo.

Daming ebas.

ang point ko lang naman, ang dami kong ginagawa sa buhay ko na hindi ko naman gusto

hindi ko choice.

wala akong choice.

So I pretend that it is my choice, edi ayun, kailangan ko panindigan.

kaso nakakapagod din.

until now, I'm hoping that someday I will do things because I want to.

not because I was told to.

parang sa acads life ko lang to eh.

It seems like I'm not learning

I was barely just surviving.