Sa dami ng nalaman ko, I don't know how to get back with my daily routine.
I need to be myself and act normal like nothing happened.
Makikihalubilo sa iba with a smile, like nothing happened.
Tapos siya? Nagtago. Di na nagpakita.
Duwag!
Anong akala niya? Aagawin ko pa siya sa jowa niya? I was just expecting an explanation from him, kasi for the past few weeks na nag-uusap kami, na magkasama kami, bakit di niya sinabi?
Ayaw niya mawalan ng laruan? Galing diba?
He made me feel that its ok for me to cling to what we have left. Kasi tbh, i hoped that we could have a second chance kahit na ang daming complications na nangyari in a span of time. Kaso grabe, he lied. He lied so much that it kills me.
Siguro naman kahit explanation deserve ko diba? Kaso wala. Nagtago lang siya.
Nahihiya? Pake ko kung nahihiya siya? Dapat lang naman. Pero I still need his explanation. Kaso mukhang he can never be the man I am expecting him to be.
Ang sakit non. Sobra. He just left me behind without anything to say.
I was left overthinking.
Ba't ako yung nagssuffer sa problemang siya ang gumawa? Ang unfair talaga.
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IN MY MIND...
RandomThis is just all about me. Not the typical story that you are looking for. But if you are curious, this is an open diary. Feel free to read :)
