IN MY MIND...

Time is Fleeting

Getting used to the presence of someone is dangerous.

Because you could fall so hard

that you can't stand without that "someone" to take your hand.

you could fall so hard

that you can't find your way out...

I'm writing this part not for myself nor because I experienced it.

Today, I'm just a witness.

To be honest, I have never been hurt as much as the person I saw today.

I don't even exactly know how to react to her stories.

All I know is to be there and be a friend.

To tell you, this person deserves more than what she gets when it comes to love life.

She deserves to feel valid, worthy and loved.

kasoooo, as far as I know

tinry niyang magrisk at pumasok sa isang relationship thinking na that would be her first and last.

but guess what, di ko 'to maisusulat kung may forever. lol

they last for a few years

pero ayun.

 nagcheat? napagod? nagsawa? all of the above?

whatever the reason is, wala na'ko dun.

Then the next thing I know, may nakilala siyang bago.

Tuwing nagkukwento siya about that person, she's different.

She's happy, alive and excited about everything.

This time, mas nakikilala niya yung different sides niya,

which is a good thing kase di siya limited sa comfort zone niya.

plus, she's having a good time and a good memories to keep.

but again, wala 'tong entry ko ngayon if may forever.

TIME IS FLEETING.

but it doesn't mean that the memories are also temporary.

Again, they're not.

if you think you have lost it, 

or if you literally lost it

I swear...

It will find its way back to hunt you.

whether they are the good ones,

or a memory that caused you pain.

It will all come back to you.

pero ang lungkot pa rin talagang alalahanin ng memories.

lalo na yung masasaya.

especially if things went so well but ended up being a mess.

*but at least its a good mess.

sabi ko nga sa kanya, worth crying 'tong isang 'to kaysa sa una niyang jowa.

Ayokong magcompare.

but I just did. hahahahahah!

that is why today I witnessed two types of people in one.

a broken person who gets broken

and a broken person who gets broken and is still willing to be broken.

Now, that's strength.

Taking a risk is a strength.

but if its on the same person and she gets broken for the same reason...

gurl, hanuena?

if ganun rin lang, maybe it is time for you to love yourself.

(dinirect ko na yung message sa'yo just in case na mabasa mo na ' to)

again,

TIME IS FLEETING.

and so as the people around us

what you have now may not be there tomorrow

this may sound cliché but,

make every moment count :)