Found Family Idiots (oneshot fics) (PLATONIC)

Mania in the Bathroom (angst)⚠️⚠️⚠️

(All italics are the song's lyrics. Bold italics is Mania saying what the lyrics say)

(PANIC ATTACK, BLOOD, AND MENTIONS OF FIRE AND DEATH/SU****E WARNING ⚠️⚠️⚠️ DO NOT READ AHEAD IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS STUFF)

I am hanging in the bathroom
At the biggest party of the fall

(Mania's POV)

I came to this party because Mondo invited me. Why did it end up this way? I wanted to have fun. It was a big party, and the first I've been invited to. And yet I'm stuck in the bathroom. Why did I have to get into that fight?

I could stay right here, or disappear,
and nobody'd even notice at all

Nobody bat an eye when I ran in here. Do they even care? Would anybody even care? If I just vanished right now, would anybody cry? Would people cheer?

I'm a creeper in a bathroom
Cause my buddy kinda left me alone

Why did Mondo have to leave? Why did he drink so much? (A/N: They're all of legal age in this scenario) Daiya had to bring him home. If I drank that much, would someone have taken me home too?

But I'd rather fake pee, than stand awkwardly,
Or pretend to check a text on my phone

Dawn had been texting, asking where I was. I ignored her. Should I have listened? Would she get me? What if she makes this worse? I shouldn't be here.

Everything felt fine
When I was half of a pair

It felt better when I was by Mondo. By Taka, by Chihiro, by anybody else. Anyone but her.

And through no fault of mine
There's no other half there

But they're gone. They won't be coming to help. I know that very well. I'm alone. I'm always alone.

Now I'm just...
Michael in the bathroom.
Michael in the bathroom at a party...
Forget how long it's been, I'm just
Michael in the bathroom
Michael in the bathroom at a party

How long have I been in here? Did I lock the door? Did I leave anything on? Can I lie my way home?

No you can't come in!
I'm waiting it out till it's time to leave
And picking at grout
As I softly grieve

A knock on the door came,

"Occupied." I responded. Nothing came after that. I'm glad, but I'm not. Don't leave...? Who was even there?

Oh I'm just Michael, who you don't know
Michael flying solo
Michael in the bathroom by himself!
All by himself!

You don't know me. You know my name, but you don't know ME. Not my anger, not my sadness, not my psychopathy, nothing. I'll handle it all alone, no matter what you say.

I am hiding but he's out there
Just ignoring all our history

She's out there. She knows what she said, but is pretending it never happened. How can she live so selfishly. How can she live so carelessly. How can she have been better than me.

Memories get erased
And I'll get replaced
With a newer "cooler" version of me

They'll all forget about me one day. Then when that happens they'll find someone better. I'm nothing special, I'm just... insane.

And I hear a drunk girl
Singing alone to Whitney through the door,
"I wanna dance with somebody!"

Someone's singing? Who is it? I don't care. Their singing is abhorrent.