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CHAPTER #36
'he was sent in your life as your last warning johara'
'idrees never deserved a woman like you'
'but the best of decision makers is Allah'
I woke up panting. I didn't realize when I fell asleep. I looked at my phone to see the time and guess what? The damn me have slept for 5 hours.
I hurriedly took my belongings and left the masjid to the hospital.
I went to the ICU and peeped in the room. Idrees laid there motionless. A lone tear fell off my eye.
I sat on the chair and waited for the doctor. He came after a while.
"did he regain his conscious?" I asked the doctor
He looked down in dismay "we still have a little time"
"can I see him?" I asked trying to control my tears
"yes"
I went in the room. How innocent he looked when he sleeps like this. It's always like this or I never saw him so keenly.
I played with his hair between his bandages on the forehead and chuckled in middle of my horrible state of crying "how ungrateful I am. Never valued you" I started saying "how much did I gather my courage to tell you how I feel. I always melted in your eyes and now the same eyes are shut. Open them" I pleaded "I want to see dreams in your deep dark eyes" I leaned onto him and kissed his forehead as my tear fell on his cheek, I rubbed that away.
I intertwined our fingers and sat beside him. I kept looking at him continuously but I was tired. I rested my head on the bed and closed my eyes, murmuring Allah's name within
Maybe I fell asleep or not but it felt like a fraction of second, his fingers moved between mine. I looked up at him flinching his face.
"idrees idrees" I cried out of happiness "you are ok"
He looked at me and smiled
Oh that beautiful smile, how much did I die to see you like this idrees, my idrees!
"I am ok" he said slowly
"yes you are, I knew you would be ok" I kept crying "Allah you are there, I believe in you ya Allah, thank you ya rabbi" i looked at him again "I'll be back" I said and went to the doctor and informed him that idrees had regained conscience.
The doctor congratulated me and gave me a few instructions. I was the happiest on the earth right now!
"he will be kept in the ICU for 2 days and the rest 4 days in the ward.
I thanked the doctor and went back to idrees.
He had his eyes open.
" I was so scared" I sat on the chair beside the bed and intertwined my fingers in his. He moved towards me "you know I prayed for you so much. I didn't want to lose you. Why did you do this to me?" I burst in tears again
"hey hey" he said "if I had to die, it would be Allah's will"
"no don't say that" I howled. I cupped his cheek "I can't imagine my life without you" I finally gathered up courage to say this to him "I love you" I mumbled
He didn't say anything for a minute, maybe because he was shocked
"what..what did you say?"
"I don't know how and when but I just love you and now I can't lose you"
"johi"
"yes" I moved towards him
"is this for real?" he was chuckling in shock
"yes idrees, it's for real" I said "you brought me closer to Allah and made me fall in love with both yourself and my religion"
"subhanallah" he said "indeed Allah is the best of planners"
"indeed" I smiled and kissed him on the forehead.
We were there together, our hands and hearts together, smiling at each other. Idrees was too weak to speak right now.
After a while, I called maryam auntie and told her everything. She was angry at me in the start but later she understood my condition.
"I just didn't want to make you worried"
"alright, I am looking over this time but I won't be taking your sorry next time"
"yes auntie" I looked down
"I can scold my daughter, can't I?" she asked with a smile
"yes you can" I wanted to call her 'ammi' but I held that urge back for now
"call me ammi then" she smiled
"ok ammi" we both laughed
Everything was ok now. My idrees was out of danger and now no misunderstanding existed between us.
I confessed my feelings as well and now I felt like a human after discovering the true belief in Allah.
Alhamdulillah •
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