Dark and Light

Chapter 32

Anger took over my body and the ability to speak was out of my control. Words began to babble out of my mouth, without consulting me first.

“Oh that’s fine Chad,” I listened to the thick sarcasm in my voice, “because I kissed my new friend Colton.”

“That’s not even funny. I’m being honest with you Aubrey just shut up.”

I laughed, “I’m not trying to be funny, Chad. I’m serious. Dead serious.”

“Are you fucking kidding me Aubrey?” Chad’s expression had become hard; ice cold.

“Just calm down. It was just a kiss.” I really wish I could’ve stopped myself from telling him. It was just horrible timing and a really stupid move.

“No. Don’t tell me that I need to calm down, Aubrey.” Chad pushed my body off his chest. His body rose and he climbed out of the bed. Beginning to pace back and forth, he yelled taking my by surprise, “Aubrey I’m so mad right now, I don’t even know what to say to you.”

A rush of confusion crossed over me. “You don’t really have the right to be mad at me Chad. You had sex with another girl. I barely kissed a guy and you’re freaking out?”

“Aubrey don’t bring that up to me again? You understand me?” Chad’s nose flared as he shouted.

“Chad, stop this. You’re really being immature. I’m not even your girlfriend. You really shouldn’t be this mad. Calm down!” I hollered back.

Chad lunges toward me and raises his hand back. One of his arms grabs a hold of my shoulder while the other is raised in a fist. I’m suddenly terrified that he’s going to hit me.  His face is hard and I can’t infer what’s going to occur next.

“Please don’t hit me,” I whisper.

Chad blows out a deep breath. “I’m not going to fucking hit you. God damn.”

My body slowly shrank back as he released his grip on me.

“Aubrey, I want to make love to you tonight. I’m not taking no for an answer. I need you to know that you’re with me and only me.”

“No. You can’t do that to me. You’re nice one minute then you snap. And now you’re back to being nice,” I uttered.

“Aubrey, be considerate won’t you? You know I’ve got a temper. I can’t help it baby.

Just let’s have fun and we can talk later.” Chad inched back into me.

“Please get off of me,” I sneered.

“No. I just bought some stuff the other day. Let me use it tonight,” Chad flirted.

I tried pushing him off me, “I take back what I said earlier. I really don’t want to lose my virginity to someone like you.”

Chuckling, Chad pressed his body into me; harder, “ Be quiet. I don’t really care what you want.”

Appalled, I tried to wiggle away from him. Chad’s body just continued to press all his body down on me. His head drooped down and kissed my lips. I tried not to kiss back. The way his lips were moving against mine drove me crazy though. With all the strength I had, I kept my mouth shut.

Chad’s fingers began to move away from my waist. He moved along all the curves on my body and I just couldn’t take it. My heart did exactly opposite from what my head was screaming.

My lips cautiously opened and let Chad’s mouth work within mine. I let my hands run down Chad’s back and tug at his hair. I let my body slowly rock with Chad’s.

Chad broke the kiss taking in deep breaths. I took the advantage to catch my breath as well. Sighing loudly, Chad stole my attention. He looked down to my breasts and smirked. I released a deep breath and gradually took my shirt off. A thin cami tank top had covered my bra letting Chad down. He faked a frown before coming back into me.

Chad’s long lean fingers left paths of fire as they traced my newly bare skin. Our mouths joined as one as we kissed. The feeling of kissing Chad is almost indescribable. Even when you want to kill him, kissing him gives you a rush.

The moment you are on the very highest peek of a roller coaster and about to go down the hill when you’re stomach drops and everything is in slow motion…that’s what it’s like to kiss Chad. Time slows down and your stomach drops.

Both of our clothes began to fall off. Before I could process what was happening Chad and I both were stripped down in our underwear. Our skin was pressed tightly together leaving no air between us. Our hands had been wandering all around each other’s bodies. Our mouths had been entwined with a deep kiss.

Chad’s lips slowly decreased their pace and he backed away. Repositioning his head, he kissed my neck. I laid my head back as Chad’s mouth working against my skin.

His soft warm hands walked their way under my shirt. Chad’s fingers danced across my stomach and moved up. They rested on my chest and my body tensed. Chuckling, Chad pulled away from me and sat up.

“Why’d you stop?” I hated when he just randomly pulled away.

“Because I’m hard as fuck,” Chad smirked.

I could feel my face flush as he spoke. I’m completely blind to a naked man. I’ve never seen a boy fully undressed.

“It’s all your fault, Aubrey,” Chad winked. I assumed he knew I was scared. He was trying to lighten the mood.

“Chad, I’m just scared,” I mumbled.

“It’s okay I’ll help you,” Chad’s hand reached out to touch mine.

“Okay,” I whispered.

Standing up, Chad kept his eyes locked with mine. He stood to the left of the bed and placed his hands on the band of his boxers.

“You wanna do this part?” he raspy voice danced its way back to me.

I shook my head no quickly.

Chad laughed, “Okay, that’s fine.”

My heart rate picked up rapidly, I swore I could hear it myself. My breathing was hot and heavy and I was shocked tears haven’t fallen.

I observed Chad slowly inch down his boxers. Time seemed to be stretched out. Each second seemed to take an eternity as the boxers slowly went down.

Trying my best to keep my eyes locked with Chad, I let my peripheral vision take in the lower half. Chad’s boxers had fallen down the to floor with a soft noise. Taking in a startled breath, I looked Chad up and down. He was beautiful.