Dark and Light

Chapter 16

Chad’s unconscious body lay in his bed completely motionless. The room was filled with the sound of his heavy breathing. I sat in bed next to him hoping he would wake up soon. It felt awkward sitting in his house, in his bedroom practically alone.

I softly called out to him caressing his cheek, “Chad?”

“Hmm,” a quiet groan traveled out of his mouth.

My heart started to flutter. He was awake.

“Do you remember what happened earlier?’ I shyly asked. I felt kind of bad for pressing his memory. It could be possible he had a concussion.

“Yeah Brennan and his little pussy ass friends beat me up,” His voice was raspy but not the sex appeal wasn’t in it.

“You had a couple good punches,” I stifled back laughter.

A smile appeared on his face at the comment.

“So did I win?” Chad’s eyes began to flutter, ready to open. He slightly squinted and then fully opened them. His green orbs looked hurt and lost their glow. My heart ached as I stared into them.

“Yeah. You and Tyler knocked them all out. You passed out in my arms though.” I answered.

“Nice,” a cheeky grin from him.

“How are you feeling?” I felt so bad. He got beat up because of me.

“My body kills like a motherfucker.” He sighed loudly.

Remembering what Tyler told me I sucked in a deep breath and let air out through my nose. I silently scooted closer and placed my lips near Chad’s ear, “I wanna make you feel better.”

“Aubrey if you’re teasing me. I swear to-“

I cut him off, “Shh, relax. I’m going to make you feel good.”

“Tell me when to stop,” I whispered.

“No way. Do whatever you want please.” Chad chuckled.

I smirked and pulled myself on top of Chad’s chest. I slowly unbuttoned his top. Each button I undid my hands grew more and more shaky. Reaching the last button I pushed the fabric away. His bare chest sent a ripple of excitement into my body. His chest was perfectly toned. My fingers traced around his abs and Chad rolled his head back smiling.  I leaned my head down and began to kiss Chad’s chest. Starting up high, I moved my way down near his belly button. Chad’s long fingers tugged at my hair. He lightly nudged my head, directing lower.

I was suddenly afraid but that wasn’t going to get in the way. I sat up and scooted off his chest. My hands found their way to his belt buckle and I watch my shaking hands begin to undo it. Chad arched his hips up as I removed the belt. I fumbled around with his button on his jeans and a sudden urge to cry came over me.

Keeping my tears back, I bit my lip. Unbuttoning the jeans, Chad picked his bottom up so I could slide them off.

Light blue boxers from American Eagle clothed his lower half and I took noticed that Chad had become slightly hard. I lethargically reached my hands out to the elastic on his boxers.

As I began to fold down the elastic, a warm liquid trickled down my cheek. I didn’t even know why I had begun to cry. My hands flew to my face to wipe the droplets away before Chad noticed but it didn't work. The tears just keep falling out over and over again.

“Hey baby what’s wrong?” Chad repositioned himself so he sat up.

“I…don’t…know.” I choked the words through sobs.

Chad pulled me into his body and I climbed onto his lap. I buried my head into his chest and Chad stroked my hair.

“Shhh, it’s okay. I got you baby,” Chad repeated the words over and over again as he rubbed my back.

My sobbing fit had come to a halt and calmed down, “I’m sorry.” I mumbled into Chad’s chest.

“No no no, it’s okay baby girl,” holding me tighter, Chad reassured me.

Pushing me away from his chest Chad pressed his forehead into mine, “We don’t have to do anything tonight if you don’t want to Aubrey.”

“Are you sure?”

“We will just sleep together. Not sleep sleep but just sleep together.”

Although my eyes were closed I could tell Chad was smiling. Just by the tone of his voice.

Putting more space between us I disconnect our heads and looked away. I shyly commanded Chad, “You gotta give me some answers though. Also, you need to know I heard you and Mallory talking.”

Redirecting my gaze back to Chad I become frightened. His face was expressionless; hard as stone.