The view from half way down.
I guess thats why im still even around.
The thought that maybe there is a chance
That it cant always be like this.
Maybe if i stay just a little longer
Ill be ok, ill be stronger.
But after a decade of this and nothing changed
How long is a little longer. Just how long.
A year. Two, three, four?
How much fucking more.
Until I cant.
Until i cant do this anymore.
So maybe the view from halfway down,
Is a little brighter than it sounds.
But how will i know if i dont see myself
A little longer, before I decide to take that step going down... Just a little longer. ~@ng3!
