What can I say
I hate him so
What can I do
I guess let go
The way he rejects me
when he's upset
The way he looks at her
when we walk by
The way he uses me
Just for a night
The way he shattered my hopes
And all my light
The secrets he shares
With all his friends
Laughing at me
For all the flaws
But then again
He's not all bad
His smile is amazing
And goodbyes are sad
His laugh is heaven
And hours are too short
No place I'd rather be
Than in his arms
What can I say
I'm a sucker for that boy
I would stick around forever
Even if I was just a toy
His gestures of kindness
Are super small I suppose
But it's more than anyone's shown me
So here i am to stay.
Now that I think about it
Is it really all true
Did I misjudge everything
Everything I thought I knew
Did he really uses me for the night
Does he actually look at her with those eyes
Was he just showing me off to his friends
sometimes he just might need time and space
So what can I say
I love that boy so
What can i do
I guess never let go.
~@ng3! Oct, 2017
