If I killed myself now,
I'm going to hell.
In a world of misery,
How is this fair?
What a pathetic purpose,
To only live for happiness.
Such a common treasure,
That I've never experienced.
It just isn't fair,
When it's screaming in my head.
I just want to be happy,
I don't wanna be dead.
And yet, I sit,
With blood ready to drip.
I'll try to fight the urge,
But I just want to quit.
~@ng3! 2/14/19
