i hate you..
i hate you in the way that "I love you" isnt quite good enough. cause at the end of the day, the stronger your hurt for someone is, the more it means you care.
in the way when your a kid and it's time to go home after a fun day, it makes you wanna cry.
not because you had a bad time but cause you'll miss it when its gone
i hate that you make me feel all these emotions at once, the same memories of you that make me laugh also make me cry, cause how can something be so close you can feel but not close enough to grasp.
i hate that no matter the different ways you have broke my heart, i still cant bring myself to walk away.
i hate that you make me feel love strong enough, that when you leave me, i'll hate that even more than the hurt i feel staying when you like me a little less than love.
cause thats what it means to love, to hate just as much. and if you can see me with someone else and not feel that hate in your stomach, then just tell me you dont love me cause I hate the way it hurts my heart to hear you say you dont care. ~@ng3!
