Hello? Its me again.. I know you've been ignoring my calls, And that's ok.
I'll be here when you decide, that I'm good enough to stay.
Hello? Are you doing well?
I hope you smile at least once a day.
I wish you the best,
What can I say...
Hello? Are you there?
I'm sorry I pushed you,
I fucked it up,
Nothing new.
Hello.. I miss you.
Im sorry my head got in the way.
I'm sorry my thinking,
Made you not wanna stay.
I thought it'd be ok,
I thought you would help.
I thought it was safe,
To really be myself.
I thought my problems,
Weren't too much.
I thought this was it,
Fool for thinking as such.
I regret my reactions,
Overreacted I know.
But I thought you'd understand,
And not just let me go.
I wish you'd forgive me,
I know I have work.
But I want you part of it,
I want you to see the growth.
I don't know what it is,
But I feel empty without you.
Please one more chance,
Whatever it is I'll do.
~@ng3! 11/18/20
