11th May, 2022
It has been raining for quite some time now. Woke up to a grey sky. My heart feels light today strangely. Even though life has added up to my anxiety in many ways yesterday. But today, it feels light.
It felt light the moment I saw the grey sky outside. Maybe because the grey sky matches with the colour of my emotions right now. At least the emotions of the nature, is parallel with mine.
Somehow freshening up today was easier. The light feeling in my heart made it easy for to have my morning tea, appreciating how gloomy the nature is feeling.
But it just lasted for few minutes. The sun was shining again through the clouds. The roads, wet with nature's tears, shining against the light.
So the dark clouds do have someone to cheer them up. When the white fluffy clouds feel gloomy and gets grey with pent up negative emotions, and when they start crying, the sun comes to back hug them. Warming them up, healing them and making them feel its presence.
I want to be like those fluffy white clouds too. I want a sun. I want warmth too. My heart has been cold for so long. Why can't I feel like nature too?
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