Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 08

The days passed by after what happened in my condo. Simula ng araw na 'yon ay hindi tumigil si Zach hanggang hindi kami nag uusap. He's willing to do everything just for us to be okay that day. I don't know if I will be happy or something because of his efforts just for me to talk to him, but somehow, I appreciated his efforts. All his efforts na ginawa nya para lang mag kausap kami at mag kaayos.

I remembered yesterday, he brought me cake. My favorite flavour of cake. Paborito ko kasing kainin ang cake. Basta matamis ay paborito ko at minsan maasim like mango.

Yesterday, Zach brought me cake for peace offering kaya hindi na ako nakatiis ay pinansin ko na rin ito at sabay namin kinain ang cake na dala nya. He said that he remember me so he buy my favorite cake before he went straight to my condo. Binili nya pa talaga bago sya umuwi para lang saakin at para lang mag kabati kami!

I smiled. That man is willing to do everything just for us to be okay and fine. Handa s'yang gawin ang lahat para lang mag kaayos kami kahit na minsan ay may pag ka suplado, at parang wala s'yang pake saakin pero pag nag away kami or inaway ko sya ay hindi sya papayag na hindi kami mag usap.

That attitude of him is one of the reason why I fell in love with him even more. Isa iyon sa dahilan kung bakit mas minamahal ko pa sya sa bawat araw na lumilipas.

The way he cares about me. The way he treasure me like how I treasured him na parang ayaw namin mawala ang isa't-isa. His little own way of protecting me. All. All about him. I love all about him.

Kahit masungit sya at parang walang pake minsan ay hindi dahilan iyon upang mas lalo ko pa s'yang mahalin.

I love him. I love Zachary. Pag dating sa lalaking iyon ay patay na patay talaga ako.

I hope he has a same feelings for me.

I smiled a bit. Actually, I'm not galit naman sakanya. Naiinis lang because how he teased me. His kind of teasing me! Hindi ko matanggap na naisahan nya ako! Obviously, all of that is just a part of his flirting plan. Lahat iyon ay parte ng pag fiflirt nya saakin!

Maski iyong pag tawag nya saakin ng 'Love' ay parte lang iyon ng plano nya! Fuck him. I thought it's true na. Ako pa tuloy ang nanghihinayang!

He's enjoying flirting with me, huh? Tss. Paasa.

I sighed. At least, in that way I got his attention, right? All I want lang naman is him and his attention to me. I missed those days na hindi pa sya busy so we have so much time to have a bonding together. Iyong kaming dalawa lang dati. Masaya at laging mag kasama.

I missed those days. I miss our kulitan moments. Iyong ako ang unang mangungulit sakanya tapos sya naman ay walang gagawin kundi patigilin ako sa kakulitan ko at pag gumana naman ang kadaldalan ko ay susungitan ako.

That's it. Iyon lang ang gusto ko. Ang maranasan ulit ang dating bonding na meron kaming dalawa... but just like that, hanggang gano'n na lang iyon.

All of that is now a part of our childhood memories because now, it's different. Pareho na kasi kaming busy to our own stuffs na kailangan asikasuhin but dahil sa akala n'yang nag tatampo ako sakanya no'ng mga nakaraang araw ay nakuha ko ang attention nya!

I appreciated it dahil ramdam ko naman na willing talaga s'yang gawin ang lahat para lang mag kaayos kami. Even staying in my condo in the whole night is ginawa nya. Kung ilang araw akong nag tampo at hindi sya pinansin ay gano'n din kung ilang araw s'yang nag stay sa condo ko para samahan ako. Almost every night! Halos doon na sya dumederetso pag uwi sa work and yesterday, he brought me cake na talaga dahil hirap na ata s'yang manuyo saakin!

I smirked. He started it first so panindigan nya!

But somehow, it made me feel happy. Sa loob ng halos ilang araw n'yang panunuyo saakin ay nag bibigay iyon ng kasiyahan sa puso ko because I got his attention. I don't know kung bakit but gustong gusto ko na saakin lang ang attention nya. Although, wala naman kami. All his efforts is just a normal for him because for him we're just a best friend but for me, it means a lot of me!