Ilang oras pa akong nag stay sa office ni Zach before we decide to go home together after what happened to us in the room of his office.
After what happened yesterday, Zach decided to rest with me in his bed rather than to continue what he's doing that time. Ang sabi nito ay pag uwi na lang daw namin nya itutuloy ang ginagawa nya para masamahan ako nitong mag pahinga so after the rest that we did, we decided to make another round hanggang sa abutin na kami ng gabi sa kwarto ng opisina nito bago namin na pag pasyahan na umuwi kaya kagabi ay late na nang makauwi kami sa condo ko.
When we got home, I thought that Zach will go home to his condo after ako nitong maihatid pero nagulat ako ng sinabi nitong sasamahan ulit ako nitong matulog sa condo ko, kaya buong gabi ang ngiti sa mga labi ko ay hindi na mawala-wala at abot hanggang tenga sa isipin na katabi ko itong matulog nanaman. We shared the same bed last night. I'm so happy again to know that he's beside me again while taking his rest because yesterday is the tiring day for us yet, happy.
Kahapon ay ang pinaka nakakapagod na araw para saakin but it's okay, at least, it's all worth it after what we did yesterday because after that, Zach and I confessed a feelings to each other. At least, kahit pagod ako dahil sa nangyari saamin kahapon ay alam ko na ngayon na hindi lang ako ang may feelings para saamin dalawa kundi pati narin sya. Doon pa lang ay masaya na ako knowing that we have a same feelings to each other.
The simple 'I love you, too' from him makes my whole day complete, yesterday. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa iyon nakakalimutan. That's the best feelings for me! Iyong malaman na may pag tingin rin sya saakin.
I smiled a bit. At least, I know now that I'm not just the one who have a feelings for him, right? Damn. Ganito pala ang feeling nang malaman na may pag tingin din sa'yo ang taong gusto mo. Ang saya. Words are not enough to express how happy I am right now knowing Zach and me are now mutual!
Our feelings to each other is now mutual!
I smiled from ear to ear like an idiot when I remembered the scene that happened to us yesterday. He said that he loves me too, and sapat na iyon para bigyan ako ng assurance na worth it ang pag laban ko saaming dalawa.
Na kahit ibigay ko ang lahat ay alam kong sa huli ay sasaluhin at sasaluhin nya parin ako. I can say now that, hindi na ako tumataya o pumupusta sa isang sugal na walang kasiguraduhan kung mananalo ba ako sa huli o hindi because I have my prize now, and that prize is the feelings of Zach for me too.
Ang malaman na may pag tingin din saakin si Zach, so I decided that from this day on, sabay na kaming lalaban para saamin dalawa. Sasamahan ko sya and like what he always do, I will protect him, too with all my life! Kung paano ako nito protektahan ay gano'n din ang gagawin ko. I will do everything just to protect my man!
In this fight, he's not alone now. He have me now who's willing to stay by his side until the end of the world. Until we both getting old. Katulad ng pag stay nito sa buhay ko at hindi pag iwan saakin ay buo na ang loob ko na gawin din iyon sakanya.
Hinding-hindi ko sya iiwan now that I have him. I will protect him and I'll stay by his side and never leave him, too like how he protected me and stayed by my side through my ups and down, even if my attitude is hard to handle. Kahit na naiinis na sya minsan dahil sa kaingayan ko ay hindi nya parin ako iniwan kaya hinding-hindi ko rin sya iiwan.
I smiled. I'm willing to sacrifice everything just for him even if it means loosing all I have in my life, I don't care. I need to protect him all my life, just like how he protected me.
Ngayon ay buo na ang desisyon ko na samahan sya sa lahat ng problema nya. From now on. Dalawa na kaming mag sasakripisyo para saaming dalawa.
Kahit anong mangyari ay hindi ko sya iiwan kahit na maubos ako dahil para saakin gano'n ang pag mamahal.
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Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]
RomanceChaos Series #2 Status: Completed Posted: May 19, 2022 - July 25, 2022 A love and sacrifices that will last longer and forever. --- WARNING: MATURE CONTENT|R-18|