Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 21

Days had passed by, and the things between Zach and me went fine. Sa ilang araw na lumilipas ay gano'n at gano'n parin ang nagiging routine namin ni Zach. Like our daily and usual routine everyday, paulit-ulit lang ang ginagawa namin.

Every time na matutulog ito sa condo ko at sasamahan ako ay kinabukasan pag gising ko hindi ko na ito makikita sa tabi ko, but like his usual routine every morning before he'll go out to my condo and before he'll drive home to his condo to prepare for his work ay sya parin ang nag preprepare ng breakfast ko, katulad ng nakasanayan nya bago ito umuwi sa condo nya ay pag hahandaan ako nito ng pag kain sa umaga kaya tuwing gigising ako ay handa na ang lahat ng pag kain ko sa kusina, and after that he will going back to pick me up to drive me to my school.

In each passing days, gano'n lang ang naging routine namin and I can say that I'm fully happy in the whole passing days. Wala akong naramdaman kundi ang totoong kasiyahan kasama si Zach no'ng mga nakaraang araw... Kasama ang taong mahal ko.

I smiled. Even if Zach is always busy fixing their family's problem in their company, hindi parin ako nito nakakalimutan. Even if he's busy, he never forget me to be his top priority. He never forget to take care of me.

That man is to caring and I can say that I'm so lucky because I have him... Napaka swerte ko dahil meron isang Zach na kahit busy ay hindi parin ako nagagawang kalimutan but sometimes, I can't help but to feel sad dahil sa araw na mga lumilipas ay alam kong palala na nang palala ang problema nila sa kumpanya nila, and I know that even if he didn't tell me.

Alam kong sa ilang araw na lumilipas ay alam kong mas lalo pang lumalala ang problema ng kumpanya nila sa Canada. I know that because I can see it to Zach's eyes. Whenever he's with me, he's always in his laptop. Lagi n'yang kaharap ang laptop nya to work with their problem in their company and whenever, I stared at him working with his laptop. I always see the tiredness and frustration in his eyes. Iyong pag kapagod na mahahalata mong walang maayos na tulog at iyong frustration na humahalo dahil hanggang ngayon ay hindi parin nila malaman kung sino ang trumaydor sa pamilya nila.

When I asked Zach about their problem, kung anong balita sa trumaydor sakanila ay lagi lang 'tong nag kikibit balikat at mapapabuntong hininga so that's why sometimes, I feel sad for him. Minsan naaawa narin ako dahil sa sobrang pagod na nakikita ko sa mga mata nito na mahahalata mo talagang walang maayos na tulog, but whenever he's with me, hindi nya pinapahalata iyon.

Kung hindi ko pa sya titigan at pagmamasdan ang bawat kilos nya ay hindi ko pa masasabi or mahahalata na pagod na sya kakaayos ng problema sa kumpanya nila dahil tuwing kasama ko sya ay wala s'yang ginawa kundi pasayahin ako at alagaan whenever, we had our free time. Tuwing may free time kami at solo namin ang isa't-isa ay kung titignan sya ng isang beses ay aakalain mong lahat ay maayos but, pag titigan mo 'to ng matagal at pagmamasdan ang bawat kilos nya ay doon mo mahahalata na everything is not going well. Everything is not fine.

I smiled bitterly. Doon naman sya magaling, e. Sa pag papanggap na okay lang ang lahat at masaya ang lahat, but the truth is not.

He's good at pretending to be okay and happy just so he can't see his love ones worrying about him. Ayaw na ayaw nya kasing nakikita na may nag aalala sakanya lalo na ang mga importanteng tao sakanya so, that's why he's always pretending to be fine pero dahil kilala ko na sya ay alam kong nahihirapan narin sya sa pag fifix ng problema nya sa kumpanya nila.

If only I had the knowledge about business, I'll going to help him. Hindi ako mag dadalawang isip na tulungan sya sa problema nya. Sa problema ng pamilya nila kahit hindi pa ako nito payagan tumulong ay tutulong parin ako, e ang kaso... Wala akong alam when it comes in business! Wala akong hilig sa pag nenegosyo so, that's why even if I came in family of business man and woman, I still decided to take a different course! I still decided to take a different path. Iyong hindi related sa business and good thing, my dad agreed with my decision.