Let Me Love You (Chaos Series #2) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 19

Warning: Spg

This chapter has a lot of mature content. Please, read at your own risk.
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KASIYAHAN. That feeling is the only feeling that I felt right now. Kasiyahan because now, I can say that I finally got my freedom from my past mistake. Malaya na ang sarili ko sa pag kakamaling iyon. Napalaya ko na ang sarili ko mula doon and I can say that this is the best feeling ever! Iyong makaramdam ng sobrang kasiyahan dahil ngayon ay wala ka nang iniisip na nagawa mong kamalian sa past mo dahil ngayon ay naitama mo na ang kung ano man ang nagawa mo no'n.

I'm so happy. Words are not enough to express how I'm feeling happy right now because, finally! I already corrected my mistake from my past. Nagawa ko nang itama ang kung ano man ang kamalian ko sa nakaraan ko and I am able to get start a new life and a new memories with him without feeling guilty because of our past.

Ganito pala ang pakiramdam ka pag may nagawa ka rin tama sa buong buhay mo. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam ka pag nagawa mong mag patawad at iadmit ang nagawa mong kamalian dati. At ganito pala ang feelings ka pag ready ka nang pakawalan ang sarili mo dala ng nakaraan mo at mag simula ulit ng panibagong buhay. Sobrang saya. I'm so happy knowing that I am now able to look forward in my life. I'm so happy knowing that my Kuya and me are finally fine again! Nag kaayos na kami.

Sometimes, if you want to feel the true happiness, we need to forgive the people who caused us a pain and after that, we need to accept and move-on for us to be able to look forward in our life... For us to able to achieve the true happiness that we want to achieve in our life, dahil hinding-hindi natin makikita ang totoong ganda at kasiyahan ng buhay kung hindi natin gagawin na palayain ang sarili sa guilt na nararamdaman natin dala ng nagawa natin sa nakaraan. O hindi kaya dala ng nagawa ng ibang tao saatin.

Hindi natin ma-achieve ang totoong kasiyahan at kapayapaan sa puso natin kung hindi tayo marunong mag patawad... Hindi natin makikita ang kagandahan at totoong meaning ng buhay kung hindi natin magawang patawarin ang mga taong nakasakit saatin because that's how life works.

In this world, we need to forgive those people who caused us or gave us so much pain and, of course! To achieve those happiness, we need to forgive and love ourselves, too. Kailangan natin patawarin at pakawalan ang sarili natin sa nagawa dulot ng nakaraan. We need to forgive and love ourselves because loving yourself is the most important thing in this world. Dahil iwan ka man lahat-lahat ng tao, sa huli ay nand'yan parin ang sarili mo tanging masasandalan mo.

Traydurin o talikuran ka man ng iba, but in the end of the day, you only have yourself... Sarili mo lang ang masasandalan at kakampi mo ka pag tinalikuran ka na ng lahat ng tao.

That's it, that's why we need to love ourselves fully dahil sarili mo lang ang makakaintindi sa'yo.

I smiled before thinking what happened yesterday. Yesterday, after the talk that Kuya and I had in the Starbucks, after we forgive each other and admitted our mistake, we decided to have a gala in the mall and to have our bonding narin. We both happy yesterday, kung saan-saan kami gumala kahapon. Maski nga ata buong mall ay nalibot nanamin hanggang sa hindi kami mag sawa kakalibot at kakabili ng kung ano-ano.

He even brought me a books. Andami nya rin binili para saakin na libro before we decided to eat. Wala kaming ginawa kahapon kundi libutin ang buong mall at kumain ng kumain. We both happy because finally, after a long years we're able to have a bonding again like our usually routine when we're was in Canada, no'ng maayos pa ang lahat sa pagitan namin.