a collection of blurbs and headcanons from my tumblr, starryevermore.
ft. steven grant, marc spector, and jake lockley
[18+ MINORS DNI - INCLUDES EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT]
request: How would the moon boys react to their s/o saying the safeword during smexy time
pairing: steven grant x fem!reader; marc spector x fem!reader; jake lockley x fem!reader;
word count: 708
warnings?: 18+ MINORS DNI, implied smut, safe word usage, not proofread
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STEVEN GRANT
Steven's heart would drop immediately. Like, literally stops beating in his chest. The last thing he ever wanted to do was hurt you, to do anything that caused you harm. And for you to use the safeword? God, it fucking killed him.
He'd stop what he was doing, rolling off of you, taking your face in his hands, searching for any signs of distress. When you explain why you needed to stop, he'd be completely understanding. He'd help clean you up, suggest maybe some cuddles instead or he could read to you, or do anything you want.
So, he'd hold you close, whispering to you how much he loves you, telling you that he's happy you used the safe word when you needed to. Because that was true. As scared as he was that he might have hurt you in the moment you used the word, he was so happy that you did use it. That you felt so comfortable with him that you would use the word instead of gritting your teeth and bearing through it. There were few other times that Steven felt more loved than in that moment.
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MARC SPECTOR
"What did you just say?" Marc breathed out, not sure if he heard you right. Surely, you hadn't? Marc had prided himself on knowing you like the back of his hand, on knowing everything that made you feel good, that sent you toppling over the edge of pure pleasure. But for him to have missed this? This? No. He had to have heard you wrong. But, still, he stopped, because maybe he was wrong.
"Red," you repeated. You and Marc decided to go with the traffic light system, deciding that it was easier than to pick a random word and pray that either of you could remember it when you needed to use it.
"Shit," he said, rolling off of you. "Are you okay? Was I too rough?"
"I'm fine. It was just...I don't know. It felt like I was being suffocated." You rolled over to face him, threading your fingers through his hair. "Which...I mean, I guess that's the point of choking, but...I guess that's not the kink for me."
"That's alright. That's totally fine. We don't have to do that again," Marc said. He leaned in, nudging his nose against yours. "Hey, I'm so proud of you for using the safe word. I mean that. Your comfort's important to me."
"Then is it okay if we just skip to the post-sex movie and snuggles?" you asked. "Because I don't know if I'm ready to—"
"Absolutely. You pick the movie, I go make the popcorn."
"Fine, but don't be mad when I put on a cheesy rom-com."
"Hey, I love the cheesy rom-coms!"
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JAKE LOCKLEY
Jake jumped off as if he had been burned when the word registered in his head. The safe word? You'd never used it before, even when he pulled out the more...interesting kinks. "Did I hurt you?" he asked, standing at the foot of the bed, watching as you sat up, looking at him.
"No, no," you said. "I just...I was really tired, and I knew you wanted to have sex, and I thought I would get more into it when we got started, but I just...I couldn't get into it."
Jake's eyes softened. "You didn't need to do that. I would've been fine if you said you were too tired."
"I know, but I like having sex with you. And I thought..." you sighed. "Next time, I promise I'll tell you I'm too tired. I didn't mean to scare you."
"It's okay. I just was worried I hurt you," Jake said. He sat back on the bed, cradling your face in his hands. "I know I've said this a thousand times already, but I never want to do anything to hurt you. And if you're not up for sex, please tell me. I don't want you to ever feel obligated to have sex with me, okay?"
"I promise, I will." You leaned into his hand. "But I am up for a bubble bath with you? If you want?"
Jake chuckled, giving you a crooked smile. "That sounds amazing."
