(THERE'S! VERY BIG SEXUAL TONES IN THIS, BUT NOTHING TOO EXPLICIT I SWEAR!)
"I know it's a dream, get out."
Kokichi took his mask off, letting his hair sweep to the side. He seemed confused, raising an eyebrow. "Dream? Months of not seeing me, and you still dream about me? Glad to know I'm not alone."
I stopped. Holding my hand out, I felt his face. His skin felt real. But I wasn't convinced, pinching myself.
"Chill, chill, your not dreaming! I did just smash through the window, I swear!"
I rubbed my half asleep eyes, looking up at him. "Why? Why did you come back?"
He leaned down my level, sitting down. His purple eyes shifted to sad, lonely ones. "Since what you said, I've been thinking. Why do you still care enough to follow me down and then leave? I've been watching you, and you seem so happy without me."
He was opening up. My heart flipped like it always did around him.
I lifted up to my elbows, looking at him. "I wanted to let you know that I don't consider you a criminal. I do love you. I just wanted to let you pick if you wanted to stay this way or not."
He hugged me, sighing into me. "I miss you. This is so wrong. I want to be with you, but it feels like.."
"Like a wall is between us. I thought I was the one who's supposed to be brooding." I laughed, pushing his hair out of his face.
"I still think it's sexy, and I love your laugh." Kokichi said, holding onto me so tight I could feel my bones rattle and my body heat up.
We both agreed to spend one night. It was wrong, stupid. We both wanted to move on... but we were held back. I didn't want him to leave.
This night, he finally opened. He talked about the case, and I informed him about the info I gathered. He giggled, looking at the board from my arms. "You really are obsessed with me~"
I kissed his head, agreeing. "Of course. I love you."
"I love you too. I wanted to say that back. Kind of dumb how I told my minion and thats how you found out!" Kokichi said, finally meeting my lips. Long enough that we both sighed into it, holding onto eachothers warmth. At least tonight, none of us would run away.
I found more from his side, how he hated people growing up. Other then his own group. He wanted to take from society, just like I had confirmed. But the more he grew, he saw me. How I was a detective. Detectives saved him, Kokichi wanted to be just like one. And so, he ran into my life.
He essentially wanted to change growing up, seeing life as something beautiful the more he saw me living my life. He had a really bad heist where a girl,, near his age,, nearly died in his arms. It reminded Kokichi of his younger self, the fear in his body as he'd hold onto the last hope he had.. after that, he'd have a faint change of heart, and decided to leave.
His group disagreed, and they disbanded. Saying how society treated them like animals, it wasn't wasn't fault a girl got mixed up when her parents neglected her. Kokichi grew up being a bad guy, so he decided to hide it from me. However, he still wanted to help me out, wanting to push back the guilt of being who he was.
He promised Touru he'd come back, despite Touru hating him since he left. He was the first member, and trusted Kokichi. When they saw him show up in the news with me, they wanted Kokichi back. And that's when Kokichi picked a side.
He felt terrible leaving me. He assumed I was dating Kaede.
I laughed at that, explaining about Miu. How we met was strange, but she wasn't...terrible.
"Wait, so she's in love with some fuckin pornstar who I've been stealing from? Wow, what a bad cop."
"Stop, its- yeah.. well its true.." I laughed, a comfortable silence between us.
We stared back and fourth. Kokichi said he loved my eyes, and I loved his. We kissed again, deeper. Kokichi didn't care how everything ended up, he wanted to me in my arms. As I did too.
We clawed at eachother, as I flipped him over and stood over him. Kokichi seemed breathless, looking up at me with those lustful eyes. I gulped, trying to contain my excitement.
Just one night.
I didn't want it to be.
"Kokichi. Maybe we can convince them to be with us."
"They don't understand me. They think they're all bad. I can't just change them."
"But.. you've changed me. Your amazing at doing that, Kokichi." I grabbed his hand, placing it to my chest. He felt my heartbeat, flushing up.
"...maybe." I leaned down and kissed him again, closing the space between us. His legs wrapped up around me, thrusting up. I licked his lips, dragging my tongue down to bite at his neck. He mewled under me, grabbing at my back.
That night we held onto eachother, kissed so deep we nearly lost our breath. It was a sweet, nimble thing. Between everything that happened, it felt like a release from reality.
Like a part of our imagination ripped out into reality, alone together. Our hands searching places we've never felt, places we wished to.
I begged to ask him when did he start to love me. He said ever since he saw me. I smiled at that, saying mine was before the last case.
I denied it so bad, that the more I did.. the more I fell. Kokichi smiled, saying he always had that charm. I agreed, falling asleep with him. Our naked bodies mushed together, sweaty and close.
I realized that I've never felt this way about a person before, so strong, so... emotional. It felt like my heart would burst just thrusting into him.
When I woke up, the bed was empty. The only thing left was a mask. I held onto it, placing it on my night stand. I stood up. I held onto the slight possibility, that maybe, just maybe, Kokichi's group would agree.
But even if they didn't, I'd chase after him. He was in my arms now. Every night, he'd come into my room and we'd talk. I'd really fallen for him.
Maybe in another reality, things would have gone perfect. But Kokichi was mine. As I was his. Just in the night...
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Saiouma! (Detective x Detective AU!)
FanfictionKokichi and Shuichi are a duo. Kokichi as his brightening assistant and Shuichi as his boss, a solemn and depressed emo! However, the more they solve cases, the more they realize their feelings, and perhaps betray eachother... (It has Saiouma, a bit...