Letters to a person I'll never send

Presence

I keep looking for you in other people.
In Izzy.
In Eli.
In Chris.
In Aiden.
In Liam.
In Caden.
Everyone I've met since you.
I've been trying to do the things we did,
in hopes that it would give me that feeling again.
I want to go to sleep.
I miss the feeling of you with me while I sleep.
The comfort, that even if you weren't actually here, you were still there.
You weren't talking,
but you were still there.
I miss your presence.
I keep looking for that feeling again.
Everywhere I look it's never the same.
I miss you.
I miss us.