Hold Me Tightly (LostGirl FanFic) (Doccubus) (girlxgirl)

Risky.

*Bo's POV*

As soon as Kenzi explained what was going on
on the Dark Fae territory, I immediately had an uneasy feeling that it was something to do with Nadia. I have been sitting for several days now, pondering what possibly could be going on, but coming up devastatingly empty. There are an endless number of possibilities, but now I need to know the truth.

*Lauren's POV*

"What's wrong babe?" I find myself feeling that Bo is obviously lost in thought on what could be going on over there.

        "Oh nothing. I just can't seem to wrap my head around why or how she got to Nadia and why she was even entertaining it." I answer, very skittish, as to try to keep her at ease. "I know, I can't seem to think of a reason either,"

        She blurts back an immediate, "We have to go find out then." I quickly start trying to rationalize and get her to see her plan throughout its entirety before even beginning to mess around in Dark Fae territory.

        "Bo, you know you cannot go into there and make it alone. You will need to have a very thorough plan to even get close to getting to the Morrigan." She starts to stand up and walk around, with the obvious intention of finding an effective route into this dungeon of hell.

"Lauren, I love you, but you know I have to do this. I need to call Dyson and see if we can figure out a way in and out with being discreet about the real reason we'd be snooping around." I sigh as I very reluctantly nod my head in agreement. I know that even with my heart pounding through my chest, that if I don't let her go, she won't stop until she gets the answers she's looking for.

We end up getting ahold of Dyson and he told us to both meet him at the Dal to devise what seems like the riskiest plan in all of history, but I do it because I know it'll be worth it. My blood pressure spikes as we get closer and closer.

'Just breathe, Lauren. You can handle this,' I reiterated in my head over and over.

As we arrive, I see Dyson waiting with Trick, both looking confused and waiting for a more in-depth explanation. "Hey guys. Let's head inside so we can chat," Bo says with urgency.

        We headed inside and went straight into trying to figure out a plan.

       "So, we have to find out a way to make it past the guard dogs for the Morrigan. If we can't figure out a way, then we'll have to do it old-fashioned," I start the group off with a train of thought so we can decipher what the best first step is going to be.

" So why would Nadia be there in the first place? What is she hiding from everyone and why would she be in dark fae territory," Trick asked, still seeming very confused as to why the dark would want anything to do with any mere human.

"I have no idea. But that's what we have to go in and find out. It almost makes me think that she's under some kind of spell or enchantment from the Morrigan. The dark never want anything good with humans around," Dyson conveys with hesitation. I think he doesn't want Bo to snap for saying something out of line.

"Well. from my time under them all, the dark only gain from using humans in their world. Either for feeding, or for sex, but either way, it's never anything good." I saw that with sadness as I had spent too many years locked in there with heartless, cold fae.

"Well, let's figure this out," Trick says with the voice of someone who can always fix everything.

After hours of us sitting there, going through every possible trick or route in the book, we came to a realization that the call can come from inside the house. That's when we all made the executive decision to send me back into the hellhole, undercover, and with every intention of finding out as much information as possible.

As we decide the following day will be the day that we set the wheels into motion for our plan. I can feel my heartbeat rising with every hour that passes. It makes me feel like a horrible person, but why am I responsible for finding her? She doesn't want a thing to do with me and now I am being sent back into my own personal dungeon.

"Hey come here babe," I hear Bo say as I snap back into reality and she can clearly see a frustrated look upon my face. She takes me into a warm embrace as we sit on the bed and she stroke my cheek before saying, "Hey, it's gonna be okay. We're gonna be waiting for you right outside the compound. We will be on standby to come in if we need to." She gives me a light peck on my forehead and I relax into her arms.

"I know, Bo. I just am so not ready to go back to my prison after I have already escaped. They do own me, Bo." She looked at me with such tenderness in her eyes, it would make anyone feel on top of the world.

"Lauren, I love you," she says as she kisses my lips soft and then she pulls back and whispers, "And nobody owns you."