𝙄𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨.
𝘼𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙧, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚, 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧, 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙙𝙫𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙧. 𝙄𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙖𝙙𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚. 𝙁𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝 𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙞𝙩 𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨, 𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚𝙨. 𝙈𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙮𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙢 𝙨𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚. 𝙄𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩, 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚, 𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧, 𝙃𝙞𝙩𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙞'𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨, 𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜.
"I'm done....."
Rocky slowly pushed the rest of her food away, averting eye contact with the older woman. Eri, now sleeping peacefully in Emi's arms and about five minutes before the girl had to take their meds. Emi looked up from the small child in her arms, seeing the girl hadn't gotten more than halfway through the six inch sandwich and she was already finished. Rocky was a system mom, she was good at taking care of the system but when it came down to herself, the only reason why she did anything at all was for the good of the others.
Rocky had, well, a rocky relationship with food. She didn't like the idea of eating or even the feeling of being full but she would eat 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 to insure the health of the others. Emi, however, wanted the teen to eat more. Emi wanted Rocky to not see eating as a task she had to take but as something in life she got to do, just like other people. Not everyone was able to see it as such and she just wanted it for her kids, even if she didn't know them very well yet.
"You sure, sunshine? I'm not going to make you but I'd like you to eat a bit more."
Emi gently nudged, hoping the teen would do as asked, not realizing the war her words would induce, now in the girl's head.
('KC' 𝙈𝙞𝙠𝙖 𝕋𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚡𝚢 𝘴𝘬𝘺𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧)
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