Eddie Munson x reader

Monday - Tuesday (angst and s4 spoilers)

Eddie and I haven't talked since Saturday. Everything was kinda awkward, I feel like it's all my fault. I've gotten pretty depressed about it. I just don't wanna lose him. He's gonna be at my house any minute now, since today is the day I tell him about my feelings for him, I decided to wear my best outfit. Ripped jeans and a red,white, and blue shirt with a leather jacket. I'm sitting outside my house, waiting for him to get here, my mom left the house 3 hours ago, i haven't even seen her in a month and we live in the same house. Things get really lonely around here.
A honk interrupted my thought! Eddie was here.
"Well someone looks like America today!" he said with a laugh.
"Hey I like my shirt you ass! But thanks!"
I get in and gaze out the car window. I'm so nervous, I can barely look at him.
School started earlier than usual. Lunch was interesting though. Eddie walked along his lunch table and called out every social clique! It was hilarious! Later on I was walking down the hallway to hear someone yell my name from behind me!
"Y/n! GUESS WHAT!"

"What what? Calm down!"

"The most popular cheerleader wants to buy weed from.. ME! Me if all people! Today!!"

"You don't mean my friend Chrissy do you?" I said kinda joking. There was no way she was I to that kinda stuff.

"Yep! You called it! Can you believe it!"

"I- I can't."

"Well it's after school so do you mind coming along? I'll drop you off at home after the deal? It's better that you and her are friends two."

"S-sure Munson." I said defeated as I walked away. There goes my plans with Eddie. The way his eyes sparked when he said her name hurt. I guess he likes her then. I'll just grab some weed and go out smoke while the talk. No need to interrupt their d.a.t.e....

The day just seemed dreary after that. I never knew that their was a level below depression. Everything hurt, but Eddie's not the only actor around here. I just put on a smile as if I wasn't crying in the bathroom. Heartbroken...

I could hear their flirting through the trees and I stood by his van while they were going through with the deal. Can't believe Chrissy wants the hardcore stuff. And he's... making jokes with her, making her laugh. Giving her his charming, flirty, devilish smile. I'm so jealous it's hurts. But he's not mine. I don't have the right to feel this.

I decided to hangout in his bedroom while he looks for the stuff for Chrissy, then all of a sudden I see the lights flicker and hear Eddie screaming. I run to him, only to see it's... her body. And no Eddie to be found. I run out and run all the way to my house. Locking the door of course. I had no idea what happened, all I know is that Eddie did not do it. By the time I got home I heard a knock at my door. It was Max. Tears in her eyes.

"Max did you see wh- what happened?"

"Yeah... I saw it too. I might know who did it and it's not you or Eddie. I'm so sorry Y/n. Let me go call my friends, they can help."

When Robin, Nancy, Steve, Dustin, And lucus show up I am shocked.

"Dusty why are all of you here? You can help?"

After Dustin explain what has happened here before I understand. It sounds crazy but I can tell no one is lying. Or they need to start a acting career.

"Well we need to find Eddie!" Dustin says!

That's when it hits me, Eddie. He must be freaking out. Like he'll be accused of murder if anyone finds out! He has no idea what to do! What if he does something stupid? Hurts himself even?!? Drinks his sorrow away to much! I- can't handle this! What if he gets caught and I never see him again!
What happens if we can't find him and he never knows about my feelings for him! I love him god dammit! He's been the most stable person in my life for the past year since I moved! I can't lose him!

"Y/n!" - Steve

"Y/n are- are you ok?" -Max

"Hun your crying." -Robin

I'm what? Crying? God I didn't even notice.

"What's wrong cous?" Dustin asks while hugging me.

"I- I can't lose h-him Dusty, he's the most stable person in my l- life"

"Well let's go find him then." He says while tearing up.

Dustin figured out that Eddie is probably at his old dealers house. Reefer ricks! Near the lake!

When we get there and Steve opens the door, Eddie flung out and held a broken beer bottle to Steve's neck!

"Eddie!! It's us! Steve's here to help!" Yelled Dustin.

Eddie dropped the bottle and huge Dustin.

"God I miss you guys"  Eddie sighed.

I start walking back to the car. I don't know why, but they will all be fine without me. Im not gonna rat them out.

*meanwhile back with the guys plus max and Robin*

"You guys probably think I'm crazy right.."

"No no we believe you!"

"DONT BULLSHIT ME MAN, I KNOW HOW THIS SOUNDS!"

"We believe you! Believe it or not but this has kinda happened before." Dustin says as he chuckles.

"Oh shit by the way, could you guys go find Y/n? I kinda left her there with the body last night..."

"Oh no she ran out." Said Max

"She did? Is she ok?!? Do you guys know where she is?!?"

"Yeah, right by the car." Said Robin

"What? Like here." Asked confused Eddie.

"Why isn't she over here then."  Eddie said.

"I don't know, she got really emotional when you were gone. I don't think she is even able to look at you right now man." Said steve.

"Y/N!"

I froze all of a sudden. I couldn't have heard that. That was Eddie's voice, why was he call me?

"Why are you being a ass y/n! Thought that was my job!" Eddie yelled!

My heart broke. I missed him. Just remembering how I felt when i thought I was never gonna see him again hurt me like I was stabbed with a knife. I felt my legs running before I realized what I was doing! Tears streaming down my face.
As soon as I got to him I collapsed to my knees, holding onto his legs like they were the only thing keeping me on this earth.

"DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME AGAIN YOU ASSHOLE! I THOUGHT I LOST YOU AND WAS NEVER GONNA GEF THE CHANCE TO-!" I shut myself before I could say anything more. I cried into his knees. In front of everyone. I was a very emotional person, but I never let anyone except Dustin see me crying before, at least before today.

"Hey everyone, could y'all maybe go out and investigate? And bring me some food to hunker down here? Maybe so blankets? Pillows? I think y/n and I need some alone time to talk."

Everyone nodded an left us.