Devenson Cadet
I wanted to punch Deauni dead in her shit for trying me like that but I couldn't really get mad cause she was right. I really didn't have a reasonable explanation for why I didn't come see my son. I guess I let my emotions get in the way of me being a father to him, it wasn't fair to him at all. I knew she was going to come around but I had to be patient I mean after all I sort of did put her in harms way. Things between her and I had been messy since day one but now we had to put that pass each other because we was going to be involved with one another for the rest of our lives.
Aside from the messy shit with my baby momma, Drew was out the hospital now. He was still acting stubborn as fuck because he was useless. Drew was mad at the world and he was starting to work my damn nerve. I was trying my best to understand his situation and be a good cousin to him but he made it difficult.
After I left the hospital, I swung by his crib to check in with him. Jit was bitchy but he was family so I really didn't have a choice.
"What it is gang? You straight?" I asked him when I walked through the door
He just looked at me with a attitude
"Well fuck you then nigga anyways I stopped by the hospital to see Deauni and the twins and bruh when I say shawty on one for real she on one I mean it's-" he cut me off
"Dc I dead don't give a fuck for real bruh! My life damn over and you talking about your problems that you got with your bm! Nigga don't care about none of that! I CANT PLAY BALL NO MORE NIGGA! IAN ME NO MORE SON! IM IN A FUCKING
WHEELCHAIR!" He snapped
"Nigga it ain't my fault! FUCK YOU YELLING AT ME FOR!" I yelled back
"NOT YOUR FAULT!? NIGGA I DAMN NEAR LOST MY LIFE,LOST MY GIRL AND LOST MY FUTURE CAREER ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!" ALL BECAUSE SOME NIGGA WANTED REVENGE FROM SOME SHIT WE DID! WHY HE WANTED REVENGE? OH YEAH BECAUSE OF YOU! WHAT TYPE OF NIGGA GET MAD BECAUSE SOME NIGGA STOLE HIS GLOVES!"
"YOU KNOW WHAT? FUCK YOU DREW! CAUSE YO HOE ASS WAS ALWAYS DOWN FOR MY PLANS SO THIS SHIT PART YO FAULT TOO! TRYNA BLAME EVERYTHING ON ME LIKE A NIGGA FORCED YOU TO BLOW JIT CAP BACK! HOE ASS NIGGA!" I walked out his crib and slammed the door behind me
I was tired of everybody blaming me for everything like they didn't play a part in it too.
I took accountability for most of things that happened but it's not like I forced anybody to do nothing they didn't agree to. Shit was out of hand, everybody had this animosity built up toward me and I quite frankly ain't give no fucks. I was going to graduate high school and be there for my Jit, I had fucked up damn near every bond around me but I wasn't going to fuck up with my son. I was off to a bad start but it's never how you start it's always how you finish.
Nani Owens
I was kind of annoyed that I had to cut my visit short with my niece because my stupid ass brother threw a tantrum. On the ride back home I wanted to talk some sense into Kj because clearly he wasn't over Deauni. This nigga was a fool in love for real and it was easy to tell.
"I know you probably don't want to hear this but you have to it's for your own good. I know that you and Dee don't have the best relationship as individuals but y'all have a child now. It's time to grow up Kj, you have to be the bigger person for your daughter, set an example for her. You can't be yelling at your baby momma in front of her kids like that. Kiara too young to know what's going on but once she gets older she'll start to remember. Pocket your feelings nigga, this is no longer about you" I told him
"You right but I'm tired of that bitch playing victim! This girl really lied about being pregnant, lied to Dc face and told him that she was a virgin and then fucked this man while my child was in her stomach! This shit is crazy to me fam, it's out of pocket! Then when a nigga trying to see if she straight she wanna pop off on me like I betrayed her! I ain't do nothing but love Deauni and for her to play flake like that is wild to me!"
Kj was angry but you could hear the pain in his voice although he didn't drop a tear I knew he was hurt.
"You right but don't worry about her. Deauni got some growing up to do, you just worry about baby K. She need her dad." I patted him on the back to assure him that everything was going to be okay. All this drama really took a toll on him and me that sometimes I forgot what the hell I had going on in my own life.
We soon reached home and I texted Jaylin, I was missing him real bad. I haven't seen him in a few days and it would be nice to be around him to get distracted from the bullshit Deauni and Kj had going on.
