Deauni James
It was 7:30 o'clock in the morning, I was really sleepy but the conversation I had with Kj kept me up all night. I just stared out the window just watching the sun rise higher in the sky. The thought of us not being together anymore hurt me but at the same time I knew I wanted to be with Dc. Despite what Kj said about him I didn't care because honestly it's no way you can convince somebody of anything when they're in love. Sounding stupid? Yeah but I didn't care because that boy made me feel things I wouldn't normally feel. I continued to stare out the window until I heard the door open. I turned around excited but it was just the chef bringing my food for me."Good morning early bird" she said
But I didn't reply I just laid there feeling hopeless. It didn't make sense to me at all, why wouldn't he come see me? After everything we've been through he threw it all away. She gave me a soft smile and walked out quietly, I was so deep in my thoughts that I couldn't even eat the breakfast that was in front of me. It was my favorite too, French toast and strawberries. As I looked down at the plate a warm tear rolled down my face abruptly. I was so fucking stupid...As I was daydreaming the doctor walked in the room, happy to see me awake.
"Good morning miss James, how are you feeling?" She asked me
"I just wanna go home." I replied without making eye contact
"That's normal for any patient who has been in the hospital for a long period of time but It's something I think is important to inform you about" she blabbed
"What is it?" I asked her"So while you were in your coma I was checking in on your babies, you know running test and it seems to me that you'll be having twins but they have two different fathers. It's called heteropaternal superfecundation but to sum everything that's basically what it means."
I didn't say anything at first I just thought about everything and I felt like somebody ripped me in shreds because not only was I pregnant in the almost 12th grade, having twins but I had two different baby daddies and they didn't like each other. Her voice was faint, tears were just rolling down my face faster and faster it was like I couldn't control it. I had no idea what type of shit I got myself into this time.Kejon Owens
When I got home that night I couldn't sleep, I kept thinking about what Deauni said. Her words hit a different nerve and if I couldn't convince her to let me see my kids everyday then my life would be incomplete. I snapped out my thoughts and got ready to go visit her again because we really needed to talk. I was going to ask Nani to go with me but she was knocked out cold I guess Jaylin and her had a long night. I walked out the house and rode to the hospital in silence, I was praying that she'll try to understand where I was coming from.When I arrived I quickly hopped out the car and went into the hospital. I rode the elevator silently and had my hands in my pockets.
When I got on her floor I said hello to Nurse Allen and headed straight toward Deauni's room.
"Hey" I said quietly
She didn't say anything she just stared into space. She looked pale and looked like she's been crying for half the day."What's wrong Dee? You good?" I asked
"No I'm not okay. I'm fucking stupid that's what I am. I'm pregnant and I'm only in high school! Why'd you cum in me? Was it intentional? Kj I'm not happy anymore...it was fun yes it was but now I'm trapped and depressed. The person I love won't even come see me...all I want is to be loved and for someone to show me they care." She cried out
"Deauni what the fuck you talking about? You really think I was trying to trap you? Like we both know it wasn't intentional, it was an accident. We were kids playing a dangerous you knew what the fuck could happen when you said you ain't feel the need for us to use condoms no more." I replied
"Yeah okay! So fucking what, you still nutted in me and now LOOK!" She yelled"Yo tighten up like real nigga shit, stop with allat dramatic shit. You gon have my kids and that's that I'm not finna keep arguing with yo skinny ass bout the same shit!" I yelled back
"Funny thing is...only one of them is yours...not both." She said calmly
"Bruh what the fuck you talking about? Those my seeds inside of you so go on with allat stupid shit bruh!" I replied"I'm serious, it's possible for two twins to have different fathers. So since you want them so bad they're all yours. You'll be taking care of Dc's kid too" she commented
I don't know what made me so mad about what she said but it just made my blood boil. Why would she say some stupid shit like that? Before I could stop myself my hand was flying across her face.
"LISTEN TO ME! I'm sick of yo shit, you walk around here acting like you the only person who been going through shit! I'm hurt too what the fuck! I loved you Deauni and I swear on my family I never stopped! I loved you despite allat hoe shit you did, chasing after a nigga who don't give a fuck about you. It's been months and his stupid ass ain't never come see you in the fucking hospital. I've been here for you, making sure that you was good and praying for the day you wake up. We could've been happy we really could've but you wanna do what the fuck you wanna do." I stressedI was fed up, she wanted people to feel sorry for her but I wasn't having that shit. I stuck by this girl side the whole entire time and she was still focused on a motherfucker who didn't give two shits about rather she was alive or not.
"Just leave." She said out of nowhere
"I'm not moving" I replied
"What are you staying for? It's no reason to be here so just go home" she told me
"Yo! Shut up! I said I'm not moving get that through your head!" I yelled
She didn't say anything she just laid there and looked out the window
The room was quiet for what seemed like forever, Deauni didn't even bother to look my way. On the real I wish you knew how much I loved her. I cared about her so much but she was too blind to see it she was too stuck on "dC" his stupid, gook ass. What type of nigga get out of jail and don't see his girl? I know what Deauni did was fucking stupid but still, he could've just checked in on her."You ate?" I asked
She didn't say nothing, she was starting to make me mad all over again. Instead of waiting for an answer I just decided to open the plate to see if she ate her breakfast. When I removed the cover I saw the food still sitting there, untouched. I let out a small sigh and looked at her.
"Bruh you need to eat, I know you sad and shit but them kids ain't got shit to do with that." I told her
"Leave me alone" she mumbled
"What you wanna eat, I'll go get it for you." I said
"Nothing. I don't want anything. I just wanna be left alone and besides I'm hot hungry now just please be quiet." She replied in a dry tone"You said BK? Alright bet I'll be right back" I voiced while kissing her forehead
I was mad at her but I loved her so much so I couldn't stay mad long. Yeah she was giving me the cold shoulder but I didn't care because she was still my baby momma at the end of the day rather she liked it or not.
As I was leaving out the room I saw a familiar face at the front counter, I was staring for a long period of time because I was trying to see who it was. As I kept staring I realized it was him. Dc finally came to the hospital to see her.