𝓓𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰~| ⱽᵀᵘᵇᵉʳ ᴼⁿᵉˢʰᵒᵗˢ

☁/✿ - Panic Attack (Shxtou edition)

So i kinda made this for myself because i had a terrible day and needed to write myself a comfort story... ANYWAYS aha ahahah enjoy ig

TW tho because this is about shoto caring for y/n after she does self harm... if you are uncomfy with any of that i suggest you skip this chapter :/

[this story contains:] mentions of suicide, self harm, blood, soft/caring shoto <3

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(TW for blood and self harm. ill let you know when the mentions of blood and sh is over)

Y/n sat on the bathroom floor crying. She let her scissors fall onto the tile floor. She leaned her head back and closed her eyes letting out small cries from the pain in her leg. 

(for context on how y/n's room is set up in this chapter, she has a bathroom attached to her room.)

Shoto walked through y/n's bedroom door humming to himself. 

"Oh Y/n~ Where are y-" He cut himself off as he heard y/n cry. He looked around the room searching for the girl. "y-yn..?" He opened the bathroom door to see y/n sitting on the floor.

"Y/N! What happened!?" He whisper-yelled as he dropped to his knees, hugging y/n.

Y/n nuzzled her face into Shoto's shoulder and sobbed. Her tears puddled on the floor. 

"Shhhh it's alright, I'm here now" Shoto reassured y/n in a calming tone. He noticed the scissors next to y/n and his eyes widened. He slowly grabbed the scissors and slid them away from the two of them. He then wrapped his arms around y/n and kissed her forehead. 

"What's the matter darling? Do you want to talk about it?" The boy asked. Y/n shook her head as a 'no'. "Don't worry, I won't force you to tell me." Shoto let Y/n cry it out as he reassured her.

{10 minutes later}

Y/n stopped crying. She looked up at the purple haired boy and tried to smile. He put his hand on y/n's cheek.

"Are you feeling better now?" he asked as he tilted his head. Y/n shrugged and hugged Shoto's shoulder.

He thought for a while about what he could do to make the girl feel better. Maybe take her to get ice cream? No no. There's no way she would want to leave the house after this. 

"D-do you mind if I help you c-clean your leg?" he mummbled. Y/n tilted her head since she could barely hear Shoto. "Do you... need me to bandage your leg?" He raised his voice a bit. Y/n looked down for a bit which made Shoto worried he said something wrong. She looked up again and nodded in agreement. 

"o-oh alright! Here," he held out his arm. "Let me help you get up onto a chair." He insisted as he pulled over a small stool. The h/c haired girl took his arm and sat on the stool. 

Shoto got back up and grabbed a rag and dampened it. 

"Now, please tell me right away if I'm hurting you, okay?" He said as he smiled at y/n. She simply nodded. 

Shoto took the rag and started slowly and carefully patting the blood off y/n's leg. She hissed in pain. "Ah are you doing alright? Did I hurt you?" Y/n shook her head and gave a small smile. Shoto sighed and went back to cleaning y/n's wounds.

After the blood had been washed off, Shoto grabbed some bandages and started wrapping up y/n's wounded leg. He then gently took y/n's hand and kissed it. 

[END OF MENTIONS OF BLOOD & SH]

"Are the bandages too tight at all?" He asked. He was too worried about hurting his dear y/n even more than she already was. Y/n shook her head and hugged Shoto. 

Shoto carefully pulled y/n away and held her face  rubbing her tear stained cheeks. "um.. do you wanna go cuddle?" Shoto turned away his reddened face. 

Y/n giggled and grabbed his arm. She tried to stand up but fell back down. She hid her embarrassed face with her palms. Shoto laughed and held out his hand again. Y/n angrily took his hand and pouted. Shoto carried y/n bridal style and placed her on her bed.

"I'll be back. I have to call someone." Shoto said as he disappeared from the room. Y/n sighed.

{a few minutes later}

Shoto walked back into the room, threw his phone onto the bed and then laid next to y/n. 

"Im back~" he laughed.

Y/n hugged his shoulder and nuzzled into his chest. Shoto's face flushed red. He hugged the girl around her waist and pulled her closer to himself.

"I know you don't want to talk to me about it right now but whenever you're ready just let me know, okay?" Shoto said, kissing y/n's forehead. 

The two of them cuddled for a while until the door bell rang and Shoto sat up. 

"Ah i'll get it.." he said as he scratched the back of his head. Y/n gave him a confused look before he ran out of the room once again.

He came back with a few bags filled with who knows what. He placed the bags down by the bed and then looked back at the doorway.

Mysta suddenly peeked his head through the door.

"uh.. hello y/n." Mysta mummbled. Y/n waved and gave a slight smile. 

"I just came to drop these off and tell you that I hope your doing okay. I'll be going now." Mysta said quickly.

Shoto brought one of the bags onto the bed and handed it to y/n. She opened it to finds tons of different kinds of snacks. Then Shoto pulled a big plushie out of the other bag and tossed it to y/n. Her eyes lit up as she hugged the plushie. 

Shoto sat beside y/n, quite entertained by her happy expression. He put his arm around the girl and watched as she looked through the snacks. In one arm she held the plushie and in the other she would examine all the snacks. Shoto found this cute.

"Did.." y/n said softly. "Did you tell Mysta to buy this stuff for me?" Shoto's eyes widened. This was the first time he had heard her speak all night. "Y- you spoke" he whispered. He laughed and scratched his head.

"Aha ha yeah.. i couldn't go to the store so I asked Mysta to buy a bunch of stuff and then drop it off." He explained.

"Well I love it so thank you." Y/n said as she kissed Shou's cheek. His face turned red and he turned away. "Uh y-yeah.." he stuttered.

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(idk how i was supposed to end the story but i hope you still liked it )

OH AND ALSO i will make more of this Panic Attack story with other VTubers if you guys want :>