Jin Pomelo
09:07 PM
Jin Pomelo: Ano na yung tanong ko?
Jin Pomelo: Wala na lubog na.
Anong tanong?
HAHAHAHAHA
Jin Pomelo: Tsss.
Jin Pomelo: 😑😑😑
Ano nga?
Jin Pomelo: Naalala mo yung sinabi ko noong nakaraan?
Jin Pomelo: I'm no good for you. Sapat na, sapat na sa akin na maging anchor mo. Sa kahit anong pagdadaanan mo.
Anong karapatan mo na mag-desisyon para sa akin?
Ako ang bahala sa sarili ko. Whether you are good or not for me, it's my problem to deal with. Not yours.
Jin Pomelo: I know it's selfish. Selfish siya pero kasi parang nakikita ko na kung anong kalalabasan.
Jin Pomelo: NO!
Jin Pomelo: Alam ko na ang kalalabasan.
Ano?
Kung alam mo na, ano?
Jin Pomelo: I told you. You are too precious. Too precious to me na kapag nakuha na kita, mababalewala ang lahat. It was like an obsession. You are my obsession. My desires at kung ano ano pa. Nahuli mo ko eh. The challenge and all.
Don't you trust me, love?
Jin Pomelo: Don't sweet talk me when I am being serious, miss.
Jin Pomelo: 😑😑😑
I'm not sweet talking. I'm serious either.
Humahakbang pa nga lang ako umaatras ka na?
Jin Pomelo: Nah!
Jin Pomelo: Masyado na kong malapit na ikaw ang atras ng atras.
Kung naatras talaga ko, bakit hindi ako makalayo sa 'yo?
Jin Pomelo: Because I didn't let you go fully.
Instead of pushing me, why don't you pull me instead?
Jin Pomelo: Nah, tama na ang distansya na to.
Jin Pomelo: You are free enough.
Jin Pomelo: Not far from me, but not too close.
Why are you doing this to me?
Jin Pomelo: Aminin natin, Jana. This is not love. We are just both intoxicated with the thought of us. That the two of us can be together.
Jin Pomelo: But this is wrong. Alam naman natin na hindi talaga pwede eh.
I know.
Jin Pomelo: Yeah, that's why.
But I want to take risk. Ayaw kong dumating yung oras na magsisisi ako sa isang bagay na hindi man lang ako nag-attempt subukan.
At least, I tried. It's much better than letting go without working it out, right?
Jin Pomelo: ...
Jin Pomelo: Let's try then? Pero may limitations.
Maraming bagay na ang nawala sa akin. Hindi ko sinubukan pigilan, hindi ko sinubukang hawakan. I've let you go so many times, too. Seriously speaking, nasaan ba ako ngayon?
You're making me think that it's not you whose been taken for granted all along, but me. You made me think of you all the time and regret everything I do. Isn't this what you want? This is what you are asking me before. Bakit ngayon, kung kailan kusa ko na siyang ibinibigay sa 'yo, tinatanggihan mo?
Jin Pomelo: Kasi tapos na dapat.
Now, tell me, isn't this the answer for the question you've been asking me earlier?
The reason why I am not giving you an answer is because you've got it already. You just don't know how.
Jin Pomelo: Alam ko.
What?
Jin Pomelo: At ayaw ko lang tanggapin.
