Until I Found You (FAAM)

That Fast?

Sandro's POV

Calli asked me. What are we?
God knows how much i want to tell her i love her more than friends but im too scared

I told her na baka this is better ? To stay like this so i won't lose her.

She said kalimutan nalang namin everything that happened from last night and this morning and she asked me to leave. She wants to rest. And i think we both need it. I left and leave her house.

I just stayed in my house and had some few drinks thinking about all that happened.
next thing i know umaga na pala and i got so drunk.

The time i woke up i went straight to calli's house but it's locked. I went to her garden but all the door are also locked.

I went back in my house and look for my phone to call her but there i saw it.

30 Missed Calls Mikaela Go

15 Missed Calls Simon M

20 Text Messages Mikaela Go

Calling Simon M.

S: simon what's happening? Where's calli?

Si: really sandro? Kayo magkasama diba? Kanina pa namin hinahanap si calli. What happened ba?

S: what?! Ask Mik baka alam nya

Si: No. she don't know too. We went to her house here in manila but mang jun said she went home last night but she just took some stuff and nagpa hatid sa airport.

S: No no calli will not do that.

Si: Well she did. Ano bang nangyari sandro?

S: not now si. I need to find her

I dropped the call and im trying to call calli. Her phone is still ringing.

She didn't even answer my call or text. I messaged her thru her accounts.

Im flying to manila today i need to find her.

I called vinny

S: Vinny. Can you try to locate calli

V: sorry kuya i did but i can't locate her. Even all her accounts are now deactivated.

S: what? I just checked it's still there

V: see for yourself kuya. I just checked it now wala na

I dropped the call

Fuck! Calli where the hell are you!

I arrived in manila and i went straight to her house. Nanay ester and mang jun don't even know where she go. Even idea nothing. Never daw ginawa ni calli to just now.

Sabi ni mang jun pag hatid niya kay calli sa airport tahimik lang and umiiyak.

God! What did i do. I told her i can't loose her and i really can't, but this! This happened! Am i losing her? Please no!

[...]

It's been a month and im still looking for her.

I almost left my position in congress. But i can't afford to see my parents in pain too. We made a deal, simon will look for her in the states in exchange of working here in philippines.

Im getting tired. I can't even sleep without drinking. I can't even function in work. Matt's getting mad at me dahil napapabayaan ko na ang work but i can't help it. Im nothing without calli.

"Sandro! Maraming umaasa sayo! Kailangan ka ng mga nasa distrito. Wag mo naman sayangin lahat ng pinag hirapan mo at wag mo naman silang biguin"

"Matt. Sorry i've been doing my best matt"

"No! Sa tingin mo ba if calli's here at nakita nya na ganyan ginagawa mo matutuwa sya! It's your fault bat sya nawala so deal with it sandro!"

"I know! I messed up big time. Im Sorry matt"

Yan yung huling usapan namin ni matthew.

[...]

Another month passed by. And still no signs of calli. Simon been through a lot of countries to find her. He's now in the states still looking for calli.

Im slowly accepting it maybe she just don't like me and nagsisisi na sya sa nangyayari kaya kahit anong hanap gawin namin hindi talaga sya mahanap.

Sandra's correct maybe i just need to accept it and let her go.

Who's sandra?

I met sandra in the bar she helped me when i was so drunk and couldn't even stand or help myself.

Since then we became close in an instant. She's been my drinking buddy. She's like calli easy to be with. Funny and go lucky.

Sandra & I went out last night i was supposed to ask her if i can court her but she don't believe in courting she said that im now her boyfriend.

Everything went really fast with me & sandra. I don't want to think that im just using her but i know i can learn to love her.

She's been nice to me. She was there when i have no one. She was there to accompany me when calli left me.