Engaged To An Rockstar

Rocketfest-London

'' Hello, London,'' shouted Landon. As he stand proudly on the stage, the crowd, in response, roared, which made Landon flash a simile. ''So who is ready to fucking rock?'' he yelled in the mic again. The crowd roared in response, so even jumped and cheered. ''Alright'' he said, running his finger through his dark red hair ''Then let's get this shit started!'' he pointed at his band '' Do you remember the song?'' The drummer shrugged ''Does it start like this?'' he asked as he played a fast beat Landon shrugged and walked toward the front of the stage ''I don't know, is that song, fellas?'' he shouted. The crowd cheered in response as the band began to play the beginning of the song. Landon flashed a simile as he sang the song: 

''I just want to fucking forget you.'' 

He danced wildly across the stage as the crowd sang the whole song with him, and when he was done. He flashed another simile that seemed to brighten when people cheered for him and when the group finally settled down. He just said: 

''I'm done, but that doesn't mean the party is over. Ladies and Gentleman, put your hands in the air for Ezra Fucking Hayes'' The crowd cheered louder for Ezra as he walked up on stage, throwing a quick wave for the crowd. Landon hugged Ezra as he walked out of the stage, giving Ezra the entire stage. 

''Nice Job'' said a guy to Landon as he entered backstage and gave Landon a bottle of water  '' I like the song at the end; it really brings the performance together.'' 

''Thanks'' Landon said, accepting the water as he took a sip ''I appreciate it'' he flashed a simile and entered his breakroom. 

 ''I swear that dude is like a fucking machine,'' Frankie said, leaning against the wall with his hands folded. ''All he does is perform and head to the hotel after that.'' 

''Well'' I said ''Maybe he explores the city at night.'' 

''I hardly doubt it,'' Frankie said ''Bad things happened at night,'' he mumbled. 

I was about to ask him more about it when the crowd cheered as Ezra finish the song. ''Thank You London'' he said softly to the mike. The crowd cheered as he throw his guitar over his shoulder ''Good Night!''. He walked off stage and hand his guitar to the stage manager who hand him a bottle of water. 

''You did good'' I said giving him a kiss on the cheek which was wet from sweat ''Thanks'' he replied with a simile 

''So did I get any calls?'' he asked Frankie as we walked down the hallway 

Frankie nodded as he handed his phone to him ''Yes from Charlie Meyers he want to be at the studio right away'' 

Ezra eyes brightened ''Then we should be on the way'' as he opened the door of his breakroom  ''Can you please get a car ready?'' he asked Frankie 

''On it'' Frankie said as he was talking to somebody on the phone 

''Wait Ezra?'' I asked ''What about the our ultrasound?  It's schedule for today Remember? In the afternoon''  I looked at Ezra whose was looking down tying his shoelaces ''Right'' he replied looking around either trying to find an excuse to get out of it or to avoid looking at me in the eye. He snapped his fingers ''Well I'm pretty sure you can film it and send me the video?'' 

''Well I'm pretty sure I can but-'' 

''Great! I knew you can understand thanks babe love you''' Ezra said quickly leaving as he closed the backroom behind me leaving me alone. 

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''Well doc tell me is everything good?'' I asked with my nerves on the edge 

''Well'' said the doctor her perfectly manicured hand pointing at the screen ''See for yourself'' 

I glanced at the screen seeing a little ''bean'' and instantly my heart swells with gradittue. Seeing my first child in my stomach knowing that I would be a mother soon had me filling all type of emotions. Happy, anxious, nervous sometimes a little excitedfor the future how my child would be in this chaotic world. But more importantly excited to  creating memories for our child to look back and laugh about or gaining a new perspective on. Like how my parents try and do to me and Camille and now that I gotten a little ''bean'' growing inside me, I silently promise to myself to not only loving my child unconditionley but to ''be there'' by their side no matter what happens.  

''Would like me to print out a picture?'' The doctor ask handing me a tissue 

''Yes'' I whispered taking the tissue an patting around my eyes 

She handed me the picture along with a paper that shows  the date of the next appointment which would determine the gender of the baby and I'm not wishing for any gender just that the baby is happy and healthy.  

''I'm sure your husband would be so excited to see it'' the doctor said turning off the machine 

''Yeah'' I said gathering my things. If only he was here to see it