Engaged To An Rockstar

Rhonda

He was at the stone bridge looking at the silent ocean the sky was tranquil, peaceful as a dozens of clouds rolled by. Ezra turned off the car which was filled of silence and uncertainly as either of us didn't know what do. But eventually as time began to grow Ezra got out first and walk towards Frankie on the bridge. I saw Ezra saying something to him followed by a pat on his back, Frankie nodded but continue to looked to looked towards the ocean. I watched them looking silently at the ocean until I grew tried and decide to join in on the fun too.  Eventually we all looked at the ocean just silently blowing by the wind along with the sun shine down on all of us, with either one of us saying anything for a little while. 

It was nightfall when we got home and we all decide to go to bed Frankie slept in the guest bedroom upstairs as Ezra and I slept also upstairs but in Ezra's room which was in the attic. But because of what happened today I couldn't sleep so instead I went to the roof and just watch the stars dancing together. 

''Pretty isn't it?'' Frankie said standing still with his hands in his pockets 

I nodded ''Yeah it is'' 

''You know'' he said sitting next to me ''Rhonda would have love this England, the bridge, the stars shinning in the sky'' he looked down an sighed ''She would have love all of it'' he mumbled 

''Well whose is she? What happened?'' I asked

Again he sighed ''her name is Rhonda and she my sister'' 

Me and Rhonda was close since  mom spent most of her time working  just to afford the rent while Dad wasn't around much or hardly at all. Anyway I just turn 18 and was a senior in high school when my dear friend Isaiah invite me to a party and I went and since most of the people in school was talking about the party Rhonda begged me to go but like the protective big brother I was I told her no. The party was in barn nearby the woods with bright twinkling lights that hung on the tree. I was having a blast nearly the time of my life dancing with random chicks, drinking nearly gallons of beer, laughing with one of my best buds it's was amazing but then..........the tragedy happened.

                The night have just fallen when somebody told me that Rhonda was at the party dancing with some dude I went there to investigate an it was true she was dancing with a random guy. But it's wasn't any guy it was Caleb smiling as they hold hands dancing to the slow beat it literally made me sick to the stomach just seeing him with her. So, I pulled them apart and dragged her home where she hated me ever since as I sort of forbid her from seeing Caleb. But they still hang out , still seeing each other, doing whatever they  want to do. As they started to see each other I could feel her slipping not only from me but from everybody else  Our Mom and even her friends. Also there where some arguments made as we both said some things that weren't meant to be said , but we said out of spite and anger. As she said she mostly wants happiness  for her life and that Caleb was it.

                    The day she died was one that I could never forget

She came out of school and instead of saying hi like she always do or lately stuck up the middle finger she just head straight to her room. I had to go to work  during that time so I just went ignoring that feeling that something is wrong  while somehow knowing that's the last time I may see her again . After work I came back feeling the silence as I opened the front door  the living room was as always deserted  with only a bottle of beer on the table  as the room smell of men cologne  and a little of tears.

I  called her name ''Rhonda?''  hearing the silence again  ''Rhonda?'' I called again

I raced upstairs to her room busting the door opened seeing her laying on her bed with a bottle of pills next to her. Tears sliding down from my eyes my vision began to blurred  as I hug her softly  while also checking  her pulse hoping for some kind of miracle. While laying on the foot of her bed was a note  the letters streaked  of her tears but yet was still legible to read as it's says:

Dear Rhonda.

I love your  lustrous, willowy, dauntless sprit among everything else that I love about you. Like your hair and they way how it dance through the wind. Your simile that just makes the worst day brightens. An your intelligence mind that just thinks the wise things that I never thought somebody your age will know. Oh Rhonda you don't know how badly I love you just like you love me. Which pains me to say but I must let you go, I must let you live your life gracefully, happily as you have many years ahead. Because regardless of what everybody says about us however their right when they say we can't be together and not in the way you wanted. You have to see Rhonda that this is truly for the best for you and I as you will be in school probably having the time of your life and as I will be in my office doing numerous of work that's full of nonsense. An I knowing that the time we spent today will always be sweet-smelling  and somewhat questionable when you read this but just know is that I always love you Rhonda.

From,

Caleb Hayes

 Or some romantic shit like that