Falling for Xavier (ON GOING) -Unedited-

chapter thirty two

Xavier POV

"Hey xavier calm down tell me what happened" Adam asked looking at me with worried eyes.

"How I'm I suppose to calm down knowing other humans are starting to see me" I said raising my voice slightly.

"What do you mean" Adam said the confusion could clearly be heard in his voice

"At first it was limah, now it's zayn."

"What" Adam shouted.

"Do you mean zayn, your step brother" Adam added saying the words carefully.

"Yeah" I said

"Man this is fucked up and really confusing" I heard Adam say.

"Was he able to recognize you though" Adam asked.

"Dude of course, not as if I have changed"

"Not only that I was able to feel his touch" I replied whispering the last part.

"Don't you think it's about time you tell the council about what's been going on" Adam suggested.

"Because dude you are the only one, human are able to see around here"

"And that's definitely not normal" he added.

"Everything about this is not normal" i said honestly referring to this being ghost shit of a thing".

"Can you please give me some time alone"

"Sure man just don't over think yourself"

"I guess you would definitely find answer to all what's going on soon" he added while ruffling my hair.

"Ughhhh seriously man, you know I hate when you do that" I said groaning.

"Yeah and that's why I won't stop doing it "Adam replied back laughing.

"Just fuck off " I said smiling.

"See you later ghost boy" I heard Adam say.

"You are also a ghost" I said shouting but he was already out of the room.

I sighed tiredly.

Everything was going well with me and limah I could even feel she was starting to feel the same way I feel about her.

The way she smiles always makes my heart beats a billion times faster, her laugh is so addicting and cute.

The way she gets shy over little things, and blush almost over everything. The way her teeth always sinks into her lower lips when ever she's thinking.

Our second kiss is something that I can't ever get out of my head only the thought of it's enough to make me hard.

Fuck I can look at her for a thousand times and never get tired.

I always say to myself don't get too involved xavier it won't last. Happiness is something that was never meant for you.

But with limah I just couldn't.

And now it's too late to back out.

My mom always said to me when the time comes you would understand what it means to be inlove with someone.

And i guess  now I know what she meant by that.

I remember the hurt in her eyes when I asked her to choose.

But She didn't dare lock the door.

I guess who she picked was obviously clear.

It's always Zayn Malik

He always ruins everything for me

Like I'm already dead and my life still revolves around him.

Can't he just be out of the picture even just for once. I can vividly recall anytime I got in trouble Zayn was always the cause.

In school, at home anywhere and even till i took my last breath Zayn was still the cause.

My mom died four years ago, and that's when i finally had to move in to the Malik's .

Zayn Mom was always nice to me.

Mr Malik was always extra nice to me I guess he felt guilty about what he did to my mom.

He was my first and only love she would always say. My mom said their Love story started from high school. But after graduation he ended things with her over a phone call without any explanation.

Only for him to return six years later asking for her forgiveness, and with open arms she accepted him back only to find out later he was already married and has a child.

But then it was already too late because she was already pregnant with me. My Mom said he could always come and visit me when ever he wants to, she would never deprive him of that.

And my mom still loved him till she took her last breath i guess that what love does to the heart.

And I meant Zayn when I was fourteen.

I never knew what I ever done to Zayn to make him hate me. No matter how I try to be a brother to him, he always pushes me away  and eventually till I got tired of trying.

I remember the words he said to me like it was yesterday.

"Having you come over during weekends was really annoying, but I tried coping with that.

"But now having you stay over here, I don't think I would be able to cope with that" he added.

"I will make your life a living hell, it's best you stay away from me".

My head hurts from all thinking but the thoughts wont stop coming.

Limah.

And everything always falls back to her, I feel consumed by her already.

I need to talk to her, from now on I need to stop running from my problem and try to face them.

I would fight for limah.

And this time Zayn is definitely going to lose.

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I arrived at limah's house but she wasn't in her room, I went downstairs only to find someone sprawled on the couch wasted and definitely very drunk.

The tons of bottles on the floor was enough prove for that.

"Who the fuck is this, and were is limah" I whispered yell to myself.

I walk closer to the couch to take a better look at the person there.

And that was really a bad move to make.

Mr Norman was limah's dad, I knew that vioce was always familiar.

Fuck how could I have been so oblivious.

Limah

My heart probably stopped at the thought of her name.

I hope my limah is okay, because if anything happens to her I would never forgive myself.

Limah please be safe.

I'm coming.

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