Falling for Xavier (ON GOING) -Unedited-

chapter thirty five

I was so excited that Zayn finally woke up, I was very scared watching him lying there looking so weak and barely moving.

"Limah I don't think I will be able to go in with you" Xavier said to me with a Stern tone.

I know he was trying to act strong but I could see the weakness and sadness in his eyes.

"You should go alone I'm not ready to talk to Zayn right now" He added.

"I'm still trying to understand and cope with everything happening right now ,so it's best I go for now"

"See you soon" Xavier whispered pulling into his arms and hugging me tightly.

I don't long how we stood there hugging we were currently at the waiting room.

I just hope no one passes and sees me standing with my hands in the air that would be very awkward.

I slightly laughed at the thought of that

"What's making you laugh huh" Xavier whispered pulling me closer Into his arms.

It was getting hard to breath but if I'm to die in his arms that would be a great way to die.

"Nothing just thought about something" I replied

"Alright see you soon" he said letting go of me.

And with that Xavier was gone and the feeling of emptiness was back.

I miss him already

Limah back to reality Zayn needs you I scolded myself

I walked quickly to Zayn's room and knocked slightly at the door.

"Come in" I heard someone say from the inside.

Zayn was standing close to the hospital window looking outside

"Hey you shouldn't be standing at all"

"You just woke up" I said scolding him

"Hey limah" he said trying to smile

"Common let's get you back to bed" I said to Zayn guiding him back to his bed.

"Everything hurts"Zayn said groaning while lying down back on the bed.

"I'm sorry, that's why you shouldn't be walking around"

"You need to at least recover a bit " I added giving Zayn a sympathetic look.

"Don't worry everything would be okay"

"I'm not really sure about that"

"Everything just keeps getting worse lately" Zayn said with a sigh.

"Were is Xavier" Zayn asked slowly as if he was scared of my reply.

"Limah I saw him" he whispered looking at me with a look I couldn't comprehend.

"I shouldn't have angered him that day" Zayn said looking at me with sadnesses in his eyes.

"Zayn please don't stress yourself by over thinking"

"We could talk about this some other time" I added trying to reason with Zayn

But I guess he wasn't having it

"No it's best I talk about this now"

"Maybe I will be free from this guilt a bit." Zayn whispered.

"Alright" I said taking a hold of Zayn hand.

"Xavier started staying with us when he lost his mom at fifteen I already knew before then, he was my brother because he usually comes during the weekend" Zayn said