Falling for Xavier (ON GOING) -Unedited-

chapter eighteen

I sat there looking at the television blankly nothing was appealing to watch, my life is so boring I wish I had a social life.

I wish I had friends my age I could consider Zayn my friend I guess, Niall seems nice also Louis seems like a very fun person and Liam hates me for no reason.

Sometimes I wish I had a sibling one at least it would have been less boring for me.

Growing up I never really had friends
My age, back in Canada

I could consider mr Ben who lives right across the street opposite to ours but he was 85 and I was 8.

Or Mrs Smith who works in the bakery she makes the best bread ever but she died when I was 7 years old I cried for a week she was my only friend before I later met Mr Ben.

My dad was the only person I could call my best friend after my mum death but I guess not anymore.

I was really looking forward to our father and daughter day but here I am living my dream life.

Ughhhhhh I hate my Life, maybe I could call zayn to hang out, no no no no bad idea. Why would he want to hang out with me when I always do turn down is hang out offer.

Xavier, I kinda of miss Xavier presence.

"Oh so you miss me huh"

I turned around and saw Xavier standing close to the kitchen door smirking at me.

"Please tell me I didn't say that out loud"

"Of course you did"

Way to go limah you succeeded in making a fool out of your self I mentally scolded myself.

"What are you smiling about"

"Uhmm nothing you just cute when you blush" Xavier replied still smiling so widely. Making me cringe.

Seeing him smiling like that is causing weird feeling inside of me I love his smile, the way his dimples looks so perfect when he smiles.

Oh God please am not falling for a ghost, I prayed silently.

"So what are you doing here"

"So what are you watching" Xavier asked sitting down beside me on the couch.

"Nothing" I replied quite harshly than I intended to, he kissed me and run off for almost a week and now acting as if nothing happened.

"Uhmm limah"

I heard Xavier call out.

"Yeah"

"Am sorry okay I didn't mean to kiss you"

"I don't know what came over me maybe I was just cut up in the moment" Xavier continued

"I didn't kiss you cause I wanted to"

Ouch, I don't know why, what he is saying hurts but I hope whatever am feeling I get over it soon.

"So are we cool" Xavier asked.

"Yh of course"

"Why not"

"Not as if I kissed you back in the first place"

"Yh we cool" I was becoming a really blabbering mess by now.

"What's up with you and your blabbering" Xavier asked.

"Are you sure we are cool" he added

"Yh" I replied quite too fast, woow am surprised I didn't bite my tongue off.

"Uhmm alright so" Xavier asked.

Oh gosh he didn't kiss me cause he wanted to I scoffed at the thought of that.