Falling for Xavier (ON GOING) -Unedited-

chapter thirty six

I was trying to comprehend all what zayn just told me, I was short of words I kept staring at Zayn not knowing the right words to use at the moment.

Xavier and Zayn relationship were alot complicated than I thought. Zayn has been living with guilt for years thinking he was the cause of Xavier's death which was entirely not his fault.

"Limah"I heard Zayn say.

"Are you okay I know you probably hate me too now"Zayn added still with teary eyes.

"No no of course not please don't say that again"

"I can never hate you Zayn"I said to Zayn with a Stern voice.

"Please stop blaming yourself for Xavier death it wasn't your fault"I added.

"I couldn't save him" Zayn said slightly.

"Honestly there's was nothing you could have done to save him that day" I said giving Zayn a reassuring smile.

"Thanks limah for believing me"

"Everyone thinks I pushed Xavier especially my dad he never fails to remind me that I killed him" He added.

"That's so horrible"

"I can't even imagine what you have been through" I added giving Zayn a sympathetic look.

"I sincerely regret all my actions and behavior towards Xavier when he was alive"

"I wish I could turn back in time and be a better brother" he continued.

There was a sudden knock on the door before a nurse came in.

"Hey Zayn"she called out walking towards his bed with a warm smile.

"I will just be doing some quick checkup on you okay"she added giving Zayn a sweet smile.

Zayn only nodded.

After the nurse left I heard Zayn grumbling about something.

"What"

"I hate this thing" he said referring to the cast on his broken arm.

"And my head hurts"

"Sorry, everything will be alright soon okay" I said moving closer to give a hug.

The door opened again this time, and niall Liam and Louis came in.

"Zayn I'm so glad you are okay"niall said rushing to Zayn's bed and pulling him into a hug

"Don't hurt him the more Niall" Louis said scolding Niall.

Only for him to pushed Niall away from zayn and hugging him too.

"I Missed you zaynie" he said hugging Zayn tighter.

I smiled at the sight of such a lovely friendship

"You guys are so childish"liam said with a small smile on his lip.

Oh he can smile I thought to myself.

Immediately he noticed me staring at me his face turned back cold.

Ugh typical liam I said to myself.

"Hey man" he said to Zayn.

"How are you feeling" he added.

"I'm okay I guess" Zayn replied

"Please get him off me" he added laughing slightly.

"But we missed you" Niall and Louis said whining.

"Ouch ouch my arm" Zayn said groaning.

"Get off him guys you hurting his arm" Liam said scolding the both of them.