Falling for Xavier (ON GOING) -Unedited-

chapter fifteen

Xavier p.o.v

The event of yesterday, I still couldn't get it off my head. Why did I kiss her? Why did I kiss Limah? I kept on asking myself that.

I can't believe I could behave that stupidly, why did I kiss her? Maybe I won't be panicking if she had kissed me back.

After what I did, I quickly apologized and fled I didn't want to see what her reaction would look like.

But I couldn't help myself she was just too cute and when she started pouting I knew I was losing it.

Her lips looked so soft and tempting and I needed to know what it felt Like i couldn't help myself after when I asked her if she minds me being a ghost.

After she said no, I was driven by excitement and oh my gosh am sure she hates me now, and won't ever want to see me again.

Who would want a ghost kissing them, when she came back from school, she didn't even notice me sitting there she seemed to be in some kinda of deep thought.

I was worried that maybe something was wrong, and when I asked her she kinda of snapped at me I was shocked cause I didn't expect such a reaction from her.

And then she apologized I just played it cool even though it did hurt, I was only concerned in wanting to know what or who was bothering her.

And When she started talking I knew I lost it the way her eyebrows furrows when shes frowning, the way I teeth sink into her lower lips now and then.

But when Zayn's name was mentioned I was angry and sad at the same time, and the way she quickly noticed my discomfort and decided to brush the topic off was just so sweet of her.

I was angry that zayn's was the cause of her discomfort, why does zayn always have to revolve around my life.

Zayn still decided to haunt me down even after my death wasn't all the harm he caused me why I was alive enough.

I feel like shit, I was happy with the way my life was before Limah came into the picture, I was okay being a ghost but now I was desperate to become human again.

I wish I wasn't dead maybe Limah would have kissed me back, now I have more reasons to hate zayn more than already do I hate Zayn so much I hate zayn so much.

I Never thought that I would missed being human I have longed accepted the fact that being human was never meant for me.

But now I wished for nothing else but to be Human again to be in school, for people who aren't ghost to be able to see me, to get married to have kids to fall in love but too bad am stuck in a nineteen years old body forever.

"Are you okay"? I felt a hand on my shoulder I looked up to see adam staring at me with a worried expression on his face.

"Yh am fine" I said with a small smile on my face.

"uhmm you sure" you look kinda of pale, the added

"I'm a ghost Adam"

"Yh am good" I added yeah you must be wondering who Adam is? Adam he is also a ghost like me, we are not the only ones we are many in numbers.

It looks kinda of funny, a ghost world do exist if I was told that when I was still human that ghost are real I would laugh and say such only happen in novels and movies.

Not ever body who dies becomes a ghost according to Adam we are special, people who were killed unjustly are given an opportunity to live again but not as a human but as a ghost, and I happen to be one of those people.

Everything was really confusing at first and was hard getting use to, but eventually I got used to it and was even happy but now I don't know what changed.

I thought only ghost do see each other humans can't see ghost but Limah not only got to see me but also can feel me.

When I told Adam about it he was acting all strange about it. so I decided to brush it off and not ask him about it again.

Limah... Oh gosh only saying her name makes me get back does weird feeling I have decided to lock out of my life or should I rather say my new life.

Destiny is really playing some kinda of games with me.

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