I hate what I see in the mirror

Forgive Me Father

[Author's note: sorry it took me so long to post. I'm getting ready for my evaluations for school so I have been very busy. I hope ya'll enjoy this chapter cuz I had to rewrite it. Which means it took a lot of hard work!]

Sasuke POV-

"Let me show you how I care for you."
He breathed out in a husky voice.

I felt my breath hitch as he said this. Soon enough his lips were back on mine. My mind was so blank I couldn't control my body, so it started to comply with Naruto's actions. I had never done anything like this before in my life causing my body's attempts to kiss back to be sloppy.

I felt myself being lifted from the ground and into the air. Naruto was still kissing me and I had my eyes closed but I could feel him start to carry me out of the bathroom. Soon enough I felt my back hit a door that was soon pushed open then closed behind us. I was dropped onto Naruto's bed as he crawled on top of me. He bent down and began to suck on my neck. I tried my best to hold back any kind of sound from escaping my lips, though I soon had to bite my lip to stop myself when Naruto sucked on a strangely sensitive spot. It was right under my jaw, meaning when he sucked it forced my head to lean back.

"N-naruto!"
I gasped as he continued to suck on me. I couldn't see it for myself but I was sure he had left very many dark marks. The sensation of him sucking on my neck was so strange, like nothing I'd ever felt before. It was a bitter feeling but somehow still sweet enough for my body to want more.

What the hell was I doing! If father finds out he's gonna do worse then some barbed wire on my back. No, I don't want that. Whatever punishment he gives me I don't want. I don't want him to hurt me like that again. I need to stop. I have to stop. I have to stop Naru-

Before I could finish my thought I felt him slide his hand under my shirt. He moved it all the way up to my chest and began to play with my nipples. I felt my whole body violently shiver as I felt this unfermiler touch. It sent some kind of sweet tingle to my groin, I wanted him to stop but my body seemed to want more.

"U-ugh N-naruto. W-what are you-"

"Shhh~ let me make you feel good"
He whispered into my ear.
Make me feel good? What did he mean by that? I was unsure about what he was doing, yes my father told me about sex but, not this kind of sex. He never told me it was supposed to feel good, all he told me is that you do it to get women pregnant. But we're both boys, we can't get pregnant doing this, so why would we do it? Why would he do it with me? Even if he does like boys, there's nothing about me to even like.

"I-I don't understand, w-why is m-my ummm ha body a-acting this way?"
I was doing my best not to let any of the embarrassing sounds escape, however I soon found that it was almost impossible to do so.

"Damn your dad did raise you under a rock, huh."
He said with a little chuckle as he pulled my shirt off one of my shoulders so he could leave more hickeys there too.
"Sex is supposed to be pleasurable, yes it can get a wemon pregnant, but most people do it just to feel good or to make their partner feel good. But right now I want to make you feel good."
With that he pulled up my shirt and began to suck on my nipples. My body squirmed everywhere trying to get more friction that was soon given from Naruto grinded down on me. The feeling of his wet mouth on such a sensitive part of my chest was so strange. It was cold and tingling almost. So strange. All of this is so strange.
"Wait so you're telling me you've never orgasimed? Even on your own?"
He asked, sitting up and looking slightly surprised. As if he had just figured something out.

"W-what's an orgasim?"
I genuinely had no Idea what he was talking about. Father never said anything about an orgasim, and what did he mean 'on my own'?? I'm so confused. Please, I don't understand. Please, Naruto, all of what my father has said to me over the years is all so confusing. Please explain it to me, in a simple way that I can understand, please, Naruto.