I hate what I see in the mirror

Is This Wrong ?

[Just so you guys know I rewrote this chapter 3 FUCKING TIMES!!!! Before I finally saw it fit to post! So enjoy it!]

Sasuke's POV- 

So is he-... is he trying to say that he-... he- 

"Hey Sasuke?" 

I heard Naruto call me out of my thoughts. 

"U-uh yeah?" 

I said, still with my back turned to him. 

"So we're going to take some time off school. Just for the week and I have some things that we're going to do to help you. They might not make sense at first so I'll need you to trust me. Okay?" 

He said, placing his hands on my shoulders and rubbing up and down my arms. 

"O-okay." 

I stuttered. 

"Good. So tomorrow we will stay home and do some things and the day after we're gonna go out." 

He said with a smile. 

Go out? Go out where? I thought. 

I was pulled from my thoughts once again as I felt his arms wrapped around my shoulders and intertwined in the front of my chest. I felt his hot breath on the back of my neck. It made a strange, hot, chill shiver down my spine. He pulled me back until my back was resting on his chest and I was tucked between his legs. He bared his face in the nook of my neck and I could feel him breathing in my scent. 

I shouldn't be doing this! I shouldn't be letting HIM do this! We are both guys! It's wrong! It's wrong! 

No matter how many times I said this to myself. Trying to convince myself of my father's teachings, I couldn't. For the first time in my life I didn't want to obey. Father said it was wrong, yes, but I don't know if he's right. Maybe he's wrong and this is okay? Or maybe I'm not right in the head, and this is wrong? 

Despite the conflict in my head my body moved on its own to receive the warm embrace. I leaned my head back and rested it on Naruto's shoulder. He let out a happy giggle as I did so. His laugh made all those conflicting thoughts go silent. I know it's not permanent, and the minute he leaves they will all come back like a swarm, but for right now I just want to enjoy this moment. 

It's so warm and comforting, to be held in someone's arms. To be treated gently. I know I'm in for a beating the minute I get home if dad ever finds out, but right now I really don't care. It's worth the beating to stay in Naruto's warm embrace. At least, just for a little bit longer. 

I could feel his heart beating against his chest, on my back. It was going so fast. The feeling of it made my heart start to go fast too and a small amount of heat filled my cheeks. I closed my eyes to relax and enjoy the warm feeling rushing through my body.

I don't know how long we've been here. I think I must have fallen asleep at some point, but not for very long. 

I felt Naruto pull his head up from my neck. He came over close to my ear speaking in a soft tone. 

"Hey sasuke?" 

He almost whispered. 

I tried to hold still but his breath against my ear made my body shiver in a strange way that it's never done before. 

"Hn?" 

Was all I said. I didn't move at all, I didn't even open my eyes. I was enjoying this too much, I didn't want it to end.