𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐌

61| S E S S A N T-U N O

ALESSANDRO'S POV

The world is wild, it's so big, full of dreams and fear. The sky holds our darkest secrets and the stars give us hope for the future, for another day, for another reunite after the sun eye, taking away its light.

The planet we fall our world, the earth holding each breathing being on its ground, accepting and welcoming newborns every millisecond, waving and saying goodbye to the souls we lose as time ticks, as the world keep moving and orbiting the sun with a natural force, as a blessing we didn't have to work for.

Our planet is big yet too small for this universe. We are nothing compared to what's out there. Stars, planets, black holes and galaxies. We stand an atom to whatever the space holds, to whatever it's protecting us from. Yet we take life so hard, we take things for granted and worry about tomorrow when you might end today. You can die any second now, you can leave this world in a matter of failed lungs, in a matter of a heart stop it's beating, taking away our void and soul with it.

We give too much in, we overthink too much about something so tiny, something unworthy of our time, unworthy of our time when you can sit down and think of the most possible beautiful ways to murder someone.

I snapped out of my head, my thoughts taking a massive turn of events when it was just peacefully talking about life. I ran a hand though my hair, fixing whatever the wind caused. Yesterday, yesterday was one hell of a day.

Akila vanished for hours and I stood, unknown what to do next. I couldn't finish Gerardo, she would have done that without my help but she didn't for some reason she left out, for some reason she didn't allow me to figure. I wasn't mad, I wasn't upset. I know how this topic affected Akila for so many years, how this is her old life, her old self that she needs to fight for, to fight against who caused it, including any single person involved in the middle. Akila is not coming for Gerardo or her grandfather, she's coming for everyone.

And it excites me, it moves me and pushes the adrenaline down my blood. I've never expected to look forward into killing my parents, to help murder our deepest most trusted alliance. That I, Alessandro am ready to sacrifice everything and everyone for her.

I am eager for it to begin, I'm hungry for her figure standing in front of them and watching her move, watch life flick through her bones, through her eyes and her spirit. She's alive, she's full of life and power when she's in act. Her eyes burn with fire, her body rage with anger, craving blood as life depends on it, as if she can't breathe until they're dead, until she stops and takes a look around her, a look where she observes what caused, the blood she spilled and the lives she took.

It should push me away, it should drive me far away from her sight but it only attracts me, she attracts me in the most sick ways possible yet I surrender, I hand her my heart, waiting for directions, for whatever she decides to do with it. I'm that down for her, I'm that crazy about her til the point where I've lost my own self.

I lose myself yet regain it when she's near. She takes me away with her, she snatches my breath away and gives it back when she's close to me, when she's against me, when she's on top of me, when she's laying on my chest breathing heavily, when she's wrapping her arms around my neck and letting me suck on her skin, leave my marks all over her define body.

It kills me thinking about her, thinking about her naked body underneath me, it drives me places I wonder if I will ever be able to get out of. She's dangerous, she's so dangerous to my heart and body. She does things to me, she awakens feelings in me I can't control, I can't stop from tasting her on my tongue. My untamed tongue I can't hold back, I can't stop from the sinful things I do to her.