Whatever You Want

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I swear I had fallen asleep again, how else would I have been able to see SUNNY and MARI again, these dreams were getting worse by the night. Now they were even happening during the day. I wouldn't be lying if I said I was growing tired of it.

But as much as I'm not fond of it, I don't exactly hate it either. It always calms me down. But the dream I had yesterday was anything but relaxing, or enjoyable. Why couldn't it have been how it normally is? Where SUNNY holds me close and whispers sweet nothings until the morning? Or the ones where I do his makeup?

I wish they would stop sometimes. But other times, I'm glad that they exist. Because without these hallucinations I would be dead.

"Yup, just as I suspected, schizophrenia. She also has post traumatic stress disorder. Mostly known as ptsd. Also depression, we can give you a medication to help with that.", the psychiatrist said. Why did I agree to come here again? Oh. Right.

"Please AUBREY!! Let me take you to one therapy session! Or a psychiatrist-! Please-", KIM begged, I finally got tired of it and agreed to go to a psychiatrist.

"We can continue these sessions, if you'd like Ms.AUBREY?" she asked. "Uhm, no. I'm okay.",I say, KIM looked kind of mad but I only agreed to go to one session. Not like, 500.

-Time skip-

I'm at home, then my phone starts ringing.

"Who is calling me-",I ask myself. The number says "Dummy❤️" I then know who it is, picking up the phone.

"Oh-! Hey AUBREY! You never pick up my calls- this is so weird- Uhm-", I hear the voice say.

"Nice to talk to you too, KEL.",I sigh, he apparently heard that.

"Sorry- We can text if you prefer!"

"Alright, bye then KEL. Talk to you in a few.",I hang up. Picking up my phone.

 Picking up my phone

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I never ended up sending the last message

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I never ended up sending the last message. I was to scared. Like always. Why couldn't I just tell him? It isn't that hard, right? I hate this.

End of chapter 7!!

I hope you enjoyed! Look forward to the next chapter! It'll be KEL's pov next!! Okay- Bye-!

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