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ashtray never gave me much of a reply that day , he didn't believe i would be able to keep a secret from fez. i never have , it was something about how he had quite literally raised me , that made me feel way too guilty keeping a secret from him.
that's why i don't understand why ashtray doesn't feel the same way. but if i even considered keeping this a secret , i must like ashtray.
i don't know why that's even a thought in my mind , it shouldn't be. one kiss shouldn't change my whole perspective. but it did.. i like him.
i don't know if he exactly feels the same way though. yeah , he kissed me. but it could've been because we were in the moment , a one time thing. you can never know with ashtray , he doesn't give any hints.
but for now , i'm not gonna push anything.
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school. once again.
only this time , miles was leaned against lockers talking to a girl.
i obviously didn't care.. i don't like him anymore , but it's just the fact that he threw a whole fit and here he is now.
"i knew it." anna said out loud , stopping dead in her tracks the moment she saw him.
"what?" i asked , laughing a little.
"he's a player! it was too good to be true. imagine you two were still talking , you'd be all sad right now." she shook her head , glaring at miles as we continued to talk.
"i've been ignoring him for a week , i would've moved on too." i said , causing them to turn their heads to me.
"no you wouldn't have." they said at the same time , making me roll my eyes in response.
"she's with ashtray now anyway." hazel smirked , elbowing me.
"i'm not with him. it was one kiss." i shrugged , acting like it wasn't bothering me even a little bit.
"oh bullshit." anna said , pausing to turn my body.
"look , no girls around.. he likes you!" she stopped once i could see ashtray across the hall , standing next to a few guys.
i bit my lip , trying to hide the smile that was forming.
"uh..." sage spoke lowly , making anna turn her head back to ashtray before i did.
"what?" i asked , i couldn't see because the three of them were blocking him.
"that bitch." anna mumbled , me pushing them so i could see.
ashtray was standing with that girl he was with a little while ago , the one i asked him about.
