i didn't speak a word about the kiss after it happened , but not because i wanted to "pretend it never happened" but because i grew extremely nervous at the thought of it every time.i don't know what it is , but that kiss.. made me look at everything differently now.
how hard can it be to keep a secret from fez?
i mean.. would he even care as much as i think he would anyway?
i plopped down on the couch next to ashtray , making him let out a groan and whip his head to me.
"what-." i started , immediately pausing once i looked up at fezco , seeing him raise and eyebrow , his eyes darted between the very little space between me and ash.
okay.. maybe he would care as much as i think. i thought to myself , pushing up and moving over a little.
he slowly turned around , facing the tv again.
ashtray glanced at me for a second , a slight smirk on his face as he kept his eyes on the tv.
i seriously don't get why everything about this is so entertaining for him. he would be in as much shit as i would , if fez found out we kissed... twice at that.
once i pushed that aside , i slowly leaned up to get closer to fez who wasn't sitting that far from me now.
"fezzzzz." i whined , poking at his arm.
although i kept my eyes on fezco , from the corner of my eyes i seen ashtray look over.. raising his eyebrows at me.
fezco turned to me , raising an eyebrow as "what."
"i'm bored." i started blankly , continuing to poke at his arm as if it was entertaining me the slightest bit.
i heard him sigh , probably knowing where i was going with this as i've done it many.. many times.
"whatchu wanna do , mal?" he asked , glancing down at my hand that was still poking him.
i brought my hand from his arm to my chin , pretending to think. hearing ashtray let out a scoff from beside me , i turned to him.. a smirk slowly forming on my face.
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"fuck.no."
i grabbed ahold of ashtrays arm , trying to get him to walk towards the mall building.
"no. fez , tell her no." he ordered , making me do a mocking face and continue to pull at his arm.
fez shook his head , a low chuckle coming from his mouth. "it can't be that bad man.."
"bullshit! no. malani , no." he repeated , grabbing my wrist and easily taking it from his arm.
i rolled my eyes , letting out a huff.
"cmon ashtray! two hours tops." i pleaded , putting my hands to together in a begging manner.
"no." he shook his head , turning back to the car and started to open the door.
i quickly poked his waist , making him squirm and turn around fast. i let out a laugh , grabbing his arm and pulling as he was caught off guard and didn't have an advantage anymore.
"bye fez!" i shouted , pulling ashtray fast.
ash yanked his arm from my grip , turning and watching fez drive out of the mall parking lot.
"an hour , malani.""we'll see." i smirked , shrugging and starting to skip with him following behind me.
"what should we do?" i asked , standing next to him once we stepped foot in the mall , being met with cool air and a lot of people.
he squinted his eyes , visibly annoyed.
"okay.. cmon." i said once he didn't answer , waving for him to follow as i walked more in the mall , stopping once i saw a store that looked interesting.
suddenly coming to a pause , ashtray furrowed his eyebrows , looking at me.
i didn't say anything , just lightly grabbed onto his arm and pulled him into the store , letting go once i saw some cute shirts.
"god." i heard him mumble from beside me , though i ignored him as i continued to look around the store.
"oh my.. look!" i said , getting excited once i saw a shirt i thought he would like.
he looked the shirt up and down , before looking at me with a confused look. "what?"
i opened my mouth wide , surprised.
"you don't like it?!"he looked at it again , before letting out a chuckle.
"not really."i shook my head , placing the shirt to his chest.
"try it on."i ignored every "no." he said , walking over to the dressing room as he very , slowly followed behind me.
"malani-." he started , being cut off once the worker walked over with a smile on his face.
i smiled back to be nice , "can he try on this?"
i asked him , pointing to the shirt that ashtray held.ashtray shook his head , rolling his eyes as the worker nodded and walked over to a dressing room , pointing at a door.
"thank you.. go." i told the worker , before slightly pushing ash towards the door.
he kept his same mad , normal expression as he walked over , quickly walking in the dressing room and sending me a look before closing the door.
i tapped my fingers on the wall i was leaning on , ignoring the couple glances the worker gave me.
i pushed myself off the wall once the door open , and ashtray walked out , the shirt on. with an annoyed look on his face.
"this is fucki-." i quickly cut him off , letting out a gasp. "you look good!"
though , once i saw the smug smirk on his face , i quickly shook my head.
"i mean-." he cut me off this time , coming closer to me and poking at my stomach. "aw , how cute."
i rolled my eyes , swatting his hand away. "the shirt. the shirt looks good... on you?"
he kept his expression , his eyebrows raised. i rolled my eyes at this , shaking my head as i motioned for him to go back into the dressing room and change into his original shirt.
"don't flatter yourself." i told him , sarcastically smiling as he closed the door.
AUTHORS NOTES:
no it isn't weird at all! 😭 i realized it probably seemed that way by the way i said that. but i was like surprised you ONLY followed me bc there's great writers that have made ashtray books , so i was like "they were being serious?" but yeah. it isn't weird lmao (thank you for liking my book btw! i don't remember if i said that alr or not.)
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