I Hope You Forgot

chapter nine

Dear Harry,

You really screwed up. That's all I have to say.

So I got back to the tour bus. I was still in my happy, childish mood. No one was there, except of course, you. I was looking around, searching for people. I figured they were out looking for me. I walked into the bedroom that you and I shared to get something, and there you were.

Kissing another girl.

And it sure seemed like you had enjoyed it.

I ran out the bus, almost running into Niall as he was coming back into the tour bus. He grabbed my arm to try to stop me. "Are you crying? What's wrong?" He asked. You came running out and you saw me. I avoided your gaze as best as possible.

"Kat, I--" you started. I shook my head.

"Don't tell me that it wasn't what it looked like. Don't tell me that she started it, because it sure didn't look like you made an attempt to end it." I said. By then the rest of the boys and Melissa had come back and were staring at us like we were crazy.

"What's going on?" Liam asked.

"Hear me out, atleast." you pleaded.

"Don't even fucking talk to me. I'm done with you." I said, slipping past everyone and out the door. Back to the park I go.

I was glad when I didn't hear you following me. I sat on a bench and stared at my phone. Your name kept blinking onto the screen, either with a call or a text. I ignored them both. I didn't sit on a bench and cry. I'm not gonna do that. I had cried over you once, twice wasn't gonna work for me. I wasn't gonna sit and cry over a guy that didn't love me back.

After a while of just thinking on my own, it started getting colder than before, and I couldn't take it, considering I still didn't have a jacket. I walked back to the tour bus. You were sitting on the couch and you jumped up when you saw me walk in. I ignored you.

"Katherine, please hear me out." you pleaded. "I'm so so sorry."

"You should be." i said, walking into our room and heading to my suitcase.

"I know. I am a-- what are you doing?" you asked as I started to put things in the suitcase.

"I'm packing up." I answered simply.

"You're leaving??" you asked frantically. I nodded.

"Yup. In three days." I said. I was almost finished, except for things like my toothbrush, what I was wearing right now, shoes, just small things. I started to zip up the case but your hand stopped me.

"Please don't." you said. I continued to zip the suitcase.

"Give me one reason why I should stay." I said.

"We would miss you. We wouldn't see you for another year and a half. It would kill all of us, especially me. I love you." you said. That made me snap. 'I love you.'

"JUST STOP. STOP LYING TO ME. IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE CHEATED ON ME!" I yelled. I couldn't take it.

"I WAS DRUNK, GOD DAMMIT! I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I WAS DOING! I THOUGHT IT WAS YOU!" you yelled back making me scoff.

"YOU THINK THAT MAKES IT ANY BETTER? YOU THOUGHT IT WAS ME? I'M SORRY, LAST TIME I CHECKED I WASN'T A BLONDE WITH BLUE EYES. LAST TIME I CHECKED I WAS A BRUNETTE WITH BROWN EYES!" i yelled.

"And green." you said.

"What?"

"Brown and green eyes. They change color. Sometimes it's both at once." You looked straight into my eyes. "Now they're all red and puffy. Did you cry over me?"