this pain in my heart hurts more than any breakup I've had
I miss you more and more everyday
I know I should've gotten over it
Its been 5 years and I still remember that day
that day was the worst day by far
seeing you in the hospital bed made me wanna cry
but I stayed strong til I saw you going into cardiac arrest
I stood there in shock
I was finally awakened from shock and pulled my cousins out of the room
everyone was crying and I started to tear up
then when I heard that you were gone
I couldn't help myself
I cried so hard I fell to the floor
not believing what I had heard
you had passed away
the heart monitor flatlined and you were gone from this world
my heart couldn't take it
and I fell into a deep depression
you were like a father to me
you helped raise me into the person I am now.
i try to forget what happened but it keeps popping back into my mind.
i wish you could see how im doing.
i miss you everyday tata.
you will forever be in my memories,
i love you tata
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thoughts and feelings
Poetryjust writing down my thoughts and converting them into poems