thoughts and feelings

falling in love

falling in love is very hard for someone like myself
only because ive never had love growing up
its hard to know what it feels like
if i have never experienced it
sometimes i can get carried away when i try to show love
its increasingly difficult to find love in the right place
ive been in a few relationships
but still lack feeling loved
even at home i rarely feel loved
when my family shows love it can be
kind of stressful
we dont know how to express our love for anyone in my family
but
ive broken the ties and learned to love
starting with myself.