Eddie Munson One shots

Intrusive thoughts

Warning :Mentions of mental health disorders ,hallucinations ,just general warning ⚠️
Summary:Your intrusive thoughts are making you go crazy and there's only one person that can help ...
Requested:yes

Today had been a bad day .School was shit ,your car had broke ,you had a bunch of revision to do .You had argued with your parents just before they left for a weeks vacation , without you .

To say the least you felt pretty shit .And on days like these when you felt like this , your mind got the better of you .

From a young age you'd been diagnosed with bipolar disease as well as being ridiculed with anxiety and a hint of OCD
.You tried to let it not get the better of you but it wasn't that easy .
Yes you had medication to reduce these terrible feelings and sensations but sometimes your mind just wouldn't cooperate .

All evening you'd had extremely intrusive thoughts .
Whether it was when you were making dinner and your mind told you to turn the knife into the direction of your body instead of the vegetables ,or wether it was when you were watching tv something told you to stand up and break it .

You managed to fight them off but it was becoming unbearable .

Your hands shook as the voices became so overwhelming ,a glass had been smashed against the kitchen wall and the countertops destroyed .

You weren't ok .

Episodes like this happened every few months and the only person to help you was Eddie .You'd met the boy at a meeting to do with drugs at school (you were forced to by your councilor )and ever since then he's been your rock .

He knows about your issues ,about your trauma and he tries his hardest to help you .

"Call me day and night I'll pick up "

He sure stuck to his words .

The phone rang for less than three beeps before the boy answered, asking if everything was alright ,worry laced in his tone .

"E..Eddie it's happening ..again ",you stifled out ,breaths becoming rapid .

"I'm coming right now sweetheart ,just listen to my voice okay ,your safe ,your not gonna do anything ,your in control ",You heard the boy start his engine and less than ten minutes after,the headlights of his car were shining through the window .

The boy opened the door with the keys you'd gave him ,searching frantically for where you were .

He found you on the floor behind the couch ,head tucked into your knees whilst you shakily gripped a knife with both hands .
To say things had escalated since the phone call would be an understatement .

"Hey y/n it's me Eddie ,your okay now hmm ",he calmly spoke, crouching down to your level .You lifted your chin up somewhat so you could see the boy .

His face looked concerned .

"I'm gonna take this now",he spoke slowly, reaching over and taking the knife from your hand .You let it glide out of your hands with ease, staring off into the distance .

Eddie came back seconds later after putting the knife in a safe place ,slumping down next to your body .

He wrapped a gentle arm over your shoulders ,pulling you into his chest .His scent calmed you and already your were feeling less panicky .