Eddie Munson One shots

Judge me

Warning :Fluff,reader and Eddie have autism -it's kinda a side piece to 'cocoon '
Summary :You have a sleepover around Eddie's for the first time but your scared of being judged for bringing ...something

As a kid you'd always been a homesick person .Wether it be going on holiday or sleeping over at someone's house ,you were ready to come home by the end of it .To be surrounded by the things that made you happy ,that made you feel safe .You knew in your house what to expect .

And that was good .

But as the years went by you became accustomed to staying in the comfort of your own home and never venturing out .So when your boyfriend Eddie asks you yet again to sleep round at his trailer ,you couldn't say no .

You and Eddie had been diagnosed with autism at a young age ,it affected your life in all different aspects but you both tried your hardest .

Tonight you were going to sleep over .

And that was something you had to try at too .

The only thing was ..well .You were nervous .Not just nervous to sleep over but nervous of being judged .Being judged for bringing your -god knows how many years old -baby blanket .It was like a comfort item to you and you knew you wouldn't be able to sleep without it .But you were nervous that Eddie would judge you ,think it was silly ,laugh at you .

Maybe he wouldn't realize how important it was ,how playing with the warn tassels helped calm you ,how it was the perfect consistency and texture for you to squeeze when you got exited .

God you were shitting yourself

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Eddie had picked you up at 4 ,taking you on a quick drive to one of your favourite restaurants before the two of you watched the sun set all cuddled up so by the time you even stepped foot into his trailer, it was nearing ten .

Your senses seemed to spike as you entered ,placing your bags down onto Eddie's bed and playing with your fingers at your side .

You just stood there ,suddenly feeling and acting as awkward as a stray pigeon .Eddie seemed to be doing the same ,standing with one hand stroking the back of his neck .

God you were both so on edge .

"Let's get ready for ..for bed ",The boy suggested to wich you nodded ,abruptly turning around and getting your pajamas from your bag .You both got changed into your matching outfits consisting of checkered joggers and a dinasour tee -you thought it was cute -before brushing your teeth and doing your little face washing routine .

By that it was half ten ,you were beginning to feel tired after having such a busy and overwhelming day  and you knew despite the fact you would be watching a movie before going to sleep ,you wouldn't have the energy to get out of bed afterwards .

You searched your bag for your baby blanket ,pulling it out cautiously and avoiding eye contact with your boyfriend .You clambered into bed next to the boy as he seemed to be searching for something behind his pillow .

You looked at him curiously as you hugged the item .

Minutes later ,after a very stressful strop from the boy he seemed to of found what he was looking for .In his hand was an old looking teddy bear ,it was stained covered and the right eye was holding on for dear life .

Adorable

He brought it to his chest ,smiling shyly .

"You ..you have one two ?"You asked ,shocked as the boy fidgeted with the paws of it .

"Y..yes ",he looked at you shyly before continuing .

"I was really nervous that you'd ...judge me if I had it ,that maybe you'd think I was childish ",the boys words surprised you ,and it was so scary how familiar the both of you had felt .

"I was so scared too of bringing this ",you gestured to your blanket .

"I can't sleep without it ,but I thought you'd judge me "

"I'd never judge you "

"And I'd ..I'd never judge you "

You both giggled at one another before your foreheads pressed together and your lips intwined .It was like a sudden wave of relief had came over you .Your stupid brain always had to over think everything and as per usual ,everything turned out to be fine .

Better than fine actually .

"Movie ?"

"Yeah "

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A/N :This was a request from a good week ago ,I've been in a bit of a writers block atm so sorry if this is shit .It's pretty short 😅

On another note ,is anyone else acc sick of people on tik tok being rlly rude abt Eddie fans and all this and all that .I'm like ffs can u acc stfu ,why does it harm you ??
Like it's acc bugging me so much ya know ,they're making out we're all crazy and I'm just like ,he's my comfort character ,can you let me just be happy 🙄🖐

But anyway ,have a good day ,imma write some Steddie x reader next :)