Eddie Munson one shots <3

"No one's going to hurt you"

Songs to listen to:

Everything I wanted- Billie Eilish
This is me trying- Taylor Swift
Matilda- Harry Styles
Enough for you- Olivia Rodrigo
Let you down- NF

POSSIBLE TW: toxic parent relationships/emotional @buse

"OH MY GOD WHY CANT ANYTHING I DO EVER BE ENOUGH FOR YOU" I scream at my parents . I have always had a strained relationship with them. They've never treated me that well. Always comparing me to my siblings and neglecting me.

"You will NEVER be enough. You are NOTHING to us and you never mean anything to anyone." They screamed back. I have heard this all before. But this time felt different. I started to question if they were right.

"You guys never gave a shit about me. You only cared about Mark and Allie (your siblings). Sometimes it's like you don't even know I'm here." I could feel tears burning my eyes. My face was hot and my knees were weak. I wanted to break down.

"BECAUSE WE NEVER WANTED YOU. WE WANTED YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER. THATS IT. YOU THINK WE ASKED FOR THIS?" Their screams caused a deafening silence. That was it. I was  done.

I grabbed my jacket and stormed out of the house. I was sobbing. My face was drenched with tears and I felt my chest collapse with heartache. Things had never been as bad as they were right now. I always had a feeling my parents didn't want me, so I was shocked that them saying it hurt as bad as it did.

I walked for 10 minutes before finally thinking of somewhere to go. It had started raining and it was getting late. I knew exactly who to go to. Someone who DID love me. Someone who I could always lean on. That someone was Eddie.

I got to Eddie's trailer. I knew his uncle was working so I had no worries of anyone else seeing me like this. I was still sobbing as hard as I was when I first left. I couldn't stop. Their words kept repeating in my head. I walked up to the door of Eddie's trailer. There was a light on in Eddie's bedroom window. When I saw it I gave a sigh of relief. After bracing myself, I softly knocked on the door. I heard footsteps approaching the door. Then all of a sudden it flew open.

"Sweethear- oh my god (Y/N) what happened.?!" His face dropped when he realized I was crying. I could see his heartbreak in his eyes. I couldn't say anything, every time I tried the only thing that would come out are choked sobs.

Eddie grabbed my hand, pulled me inside and shut the door. Before he said anything else he pulled me into his arms. My heart slowed. I felt safe in his arms. I could hear his heartbeat. "Sweetheart what happened? Did someone say something to you?" He said cupping my face in his hands. I could see tears welling up in his eyes. He hated seeing me upset.

"I can't take them anymore Eddie, they don't love me, they said it themselves" I was still crying. I had told Eddie about my issues with my parents before. He always felt bad. But I told him not to worry about it.

"Come here" he said pulling me into his arms again. I just broke down. Sobbing so hard I thought I was dying. He stroked my hair. "Shhh.. it's okay, I've got you. You're safe." He whispered. He let me go and sat me down on the couch. He went to his room and got me one of his shirts to wear. I had forgotten that my clothes were soaked form the rain.

"Thank you." I whispered. He had given me his Hellfire shirt to wear. He knew it was my favourite shirt of his. He sat on the couch and I went to get changed. The shirt is too big for me but that's what I love about it. It's comforting. It smells like him as well. I went back out to the living room, sat on the couch and Eddie pulled me onto him, and wrapped his arms around me. I felt safe.

"It's okay. No one's going to hurt you now. I'm here. And I love you more than anything." He said softly. Kissing my head. I just squeezed him tighter. "Stay here tonight. Don't worry about going back there." He said pulling my chin up so I was looking at him. "Okay." I said. He pressed his lips to mine and then I knew I was okay. I layed on his chest and listened to his heartbeat as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

A/N: Hey guys, I just wanted to say that if anyone can relate to this story. I'm so sorry. Just know you are not alone and there is always someone to reach out to <3