Eddie Munson one shots <3

I love you

Songs to listen to:
Make you mine- PUBLIC
Still into you- Paramore
ICU- Phoebe Bridgers
Love Song- Lana Del Rey
Cruel Summer- Taylor Swift
Cornelia Street- Taylor Swift
Delicate- Taylor Swift

  Me and Eddie have been together for a month, and there is no doubt that we are soulmates. It's like he are joined at the hip. Never not together. We tell each other our fears and dreams. However, the only thing we haven't told each is "I love you". But I think it's time.

I have been thinking about saying it for a while now. I just don't want to scare him. I'm always scared of doing something wrong and ruining what we have. What if he doesn't want to say it back. With all that being said, I want to do it today,

After school me and Eddie go hang out at our spot in the woods. Nothing out of the ordinary. I was just waiting for the right moment to say it. We had just made a joke about Jason, the schools head jock. We had started laughing hysterically. I stopped and looked at him. He was so perfect. And I really do love him. He looks at me. "You okay?" He asks. I nod. There was the moment. But I got nervous and didn't say it.

Later that afternoon we went home. We pull up to my house. We get out of his van and he meets me by my door. I get out and kiss him. He gently puts his arm around the lower part of my waist. When we end the kiss I think I want to say it, but once again I get too nervous and chicken out. "I'll see you tomorrow." He says with a smile. "Ok." I say as I walk in the door to my house. Damn it, I didn't do it.

It eats at me for the rest of the day. All the perfect moments I had and wasted them. It bothered me so much that I couldn't sleep. I knew I wouldn't rest til I said it. So I decided to sneak out and go to his trailer. I slid out my window without making to much noise and started walking.

I arrive at his trailer. Without hesitation I walk up to the door and knock. This is it. I'm not backing down. He opens the door. He is dressed in a Motley Crüe T-Shirt and pyjama pants. He smiled. "Hey I didn't know you were coming." He said pulling me in to a kiss. That settled my nerves. "Yeah sorry I didn't tell you." I could hear myself sounding nervous and on edge. "Hey sweetheart is everything ok?" He asked. I just walked in to the trailer and closed the door.

  "Okay I wanted to say this earlier but I didn't because I was too nervous and I didn't know if it would scare you away because I know that happens to me all the time. You know, I say something and it pushes people away. And I don't want to push you away because you're the first person that I've felt this way abou-" I ramble. He stops me by putting his hand on my face. "Hey it's ok. You won't scare me away I promise." He says. "I love you." I blurt. No going back now. His face looks shocked. Oh no. I think I scared him. My thoughts were quickly silenced by his lips on mine. He pulls away. "I love you too. I was gonna say it but I didn't know if it was too soon." He said. I kissed him again. At last, I was relieved.