Penelope's last words

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TW This talks about suicide. Self-harm And well death in general. hence the name. This is the final chapter until further notice... This is when all of Penelope's children are grown-ups. They haven't talked in years.

I hate myself dealing with it has joined the chat...

I hate myself dealing with it: @everyone

Everyone has joined the chat.

Jose: What's up FUCKERS

Mini Jose: Dad!

Jose: Son!

Sofia: *Sigh* what are ya'll doing

Jose: Chatting.

Annie: Hey mom, dad, lil bro,and big sis

Mini jose: 🖕

Sofia: 🖕

Annie: aww love you too guys.

Jose: Stop it all three of you.

Hate myself deal with it: .....

Everyone: What's wrong Hunny/mum/mom

I hate myself dealing with it: Just an average woman she always wore a smile.

Jose: ...

I hate myself dealing with it: She was cheerful and happy for a short while. Now she's older. things are getting colder life is not what she thought. She wishes someone had told her.

I hate myself dealing with it: She told you she was down you let it slip by so from then on she kept it on the inside she told herself she was all right but she was telling White Lies Can't you tell look at her Dull eyes. Tried to stop herself from crying every night.But she knew there was no chance of a feeling all right. Summer came by all she wore was long sleeves. Cuz those cuts on her wrists are bleeding through you see. She knew she was depressed didn't want to admit it everyone seemed to miss it. She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound bleeding out from every cut her body consumed.

Jose: ....

I hate myself dealing with it has gone off line

Jose: Everyone check her room , the bathroom.

Narrators P.O.V.
She had no friends at work all alone she sat and if someone were to notice she'd blame the cat. But those cuts on her wrists were no mistake. But no one cares enough to save her self from her self hate. Things were going down never really up but here she is now stuck in this stupid rut.
Penelope knew what she had to do next just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck. She wrote a letter with her hand shaking Wild Look at me now are you proud of your precious child but she knew her parents weren't the ones to blame it was the world that should bow its head and down in shame. She stood on the chair I looked up at the Moon and just don't think it all be over soon. The chair fell down as she took her final breath All over all gone now she's Greeting death. Jose and his children walk in and fall down to the floor nothing can take back what they just saw. thier mom/wife just hanging there Her body is pale and her face is violently bare. They see the note unfolded it with care All he does is stare how can this be fair. He starts reading as the tears roll down his face.

Penelope's P.o.V.

I'm sorry honey but this world is not my place I've tried so long to fix this and fit in but I've come to realize this world's full of sin. there's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space. I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race. It's a disgrace I was misplaced born at the wrong time in the wrong place. It's Okay though cuz you'll see me soon You know when your time has come Just look at the Moon As it shines brightly throughout the night and remember everyone is facing their own fight. But I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter You'll Make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter

so let the world know I died in vain cause the world around me is the one to blame And I know that in a year you'll forget I'm gone Cuz I'm not something to be dwelled on. That's what they used to tell me all those people at work. So I'm going by the law majority rules my presence on this Earth is not needed any longer And if anything I hope this makes you stronger. You're the best man I've ever had such a shame I had to make you so very sad. Just remember that you meant everything to me and to my heart you're the only one that held the key. Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write and yes I lost my fight so just hold on tight. I'm watching over you clouds above and I'm Sending down The purest and Whitest dove to Watch over you and be my helpful eye, so this is it World goodbye.

Third P.O.V

Everyone is crying heavily as Jose reads the letter aloud. Sofia lets shy know that Penelope is gone. shy starts breaking down. Everyone starts to lose sleep from countless nightmares.

Jose blames himself for not getting there faster. Shy blames herself for not being there for her bestie. And Sofia mini Jose and Annie blame themselves for not moving faster. Ace hears the news and breaks down because he wanted to ask for her blessing because he was too scared of Jose.

Two weeks pass. Jose has locked himself in his room and refuses to eat. Sofia is heartbroken. Annie well... she and ace are engaged, Jose. jr and his boyfriend are getting married.

Penelope's funeral was gorgeous. There were flowers, banisters, her favorite pictures were up Her wedding photos, and videos of jose proposing and little videos of the kids are flashing across the screen. And everyone was devastated. several years pass. Sofia is still single and will never get in a relationship. Ace and Annie are married. Jose.jr and his husband now have kids.

Jose... well he... he... was murdered by a serial killer on his way home.

Hi halos hope the book sorry to end it so soon but this is taking a toll on my mental health and I had to end it.

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